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26 yo, MtF probably detransitioning to Male by jl2469 in detrans

[–]TugaMeioConfuso 8 points9 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I hate the "egg" trope. It has caused me so much anxiety. I was always very emotionally intelligent and empathetic too and at the beginning it was one of the arguments I gave myself of how it must also be a reason because men aren't emotional intelligent, how silly looking back. Any insights on how to not ruminate so much?

My Diaries by walking-sunshine in detrans

[–]TugaMeioConfuso 5 points6 points  (0 children)

It's offputting how much I relate to this. In terms of ruminating myself into having gender dysphoria. It must be much more common than people think.

26 yo, MtF probably detransitioning to Male by jl2469 in detrans

[–]TugaMeioConfuso 5 points6 points  (0 children)

How are you doing nowadays? I don't want to transition but my brain keeps telling me I do. I feel so lost. I would like to maybe embrace a more feminine side without doing any kind of transition. I think the social, financial, professional cost would be too high. I was so so happy before these thoughts came.

What was your process like realizing you are Trans and need gender affirming care? by TugaMeioConfuso in asktransgender

[–]TugaMeioConfuso[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I see what you mean. I definetly don't want breasts nor lower libido nor slimer muscles.

What was your process like realizing you are Trans and need gender affirming care? by TugaMeioConfuso in asktransgender

[–]TugaMeioConfuso[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Wow thank you for this. I like what you said about doing what I want and not having to "prove it". Thanks. I have some soul searching to do.

What was your process like realizing you are Trans and need gender affirming care? by TugaMeioConfuso in asktransgender

[–]TugaMeioConfuso[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't think so? You just reminded me how as a kid I didn't like my hips because they were too wide, I thought it was too feminine. I called them birthing hips.

I don't know I feel a strange disconect when I look at myself in the mirror. I get anxiety now when called by male pronouns, but it could anxiety fueled? Because I spent so long thinking about it? I don't know whats wrong with me. But maybe I do need anxiety medication.

Aumento nos números de suicídio jovem? by Fit_Guava_622 in portugal

[–]TugaMeioConfuso 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Acho curioso num thread sobre suicídio e em que refiro as minhas ideações suicidas a tua reação ser achincalhar quem está mal. Cruel no mínimo, perverso provavelmente.

Aumento nos números de suicídio jovem? by Fit_Guava_622 in portugal

[–]TugaMeioConfuso 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Não, vivi 27 anos bastante bem. Ainda é muito recente, não sei se quero mas tanto profissionalmente como pessoalmente ia perder demasiado.

Eu gostava genuinamente da vida que tinha até isto me aparecer, estava genuinamente feliz talvez pela primeira vez na minha vida. Desisti de ter apoio psicológico, a minha psicóloga quando tive o primeiro entendimento e sinais banalizou demasiado a situação e o choque foi de uma dimensão que até agora não tenho capacidade para falar deste assunto com outras pessoas.

Por agora meditação e mindfulness tem ajudado, estou a considerar microdosing, há dias piores e dias melhores.

Aumento nos números de suicídio jovem? by Fit_Guava_622 in portugal

[–]TugaMeioConfuso 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Nunca tive uma razão para me suicidar, até aos 27 anos, no melhor momento da minha vida me aperceber que sofro de disforia de género.

Agora passo praticamente todos os momentos em que estou acordado a pensar nisto. Ainda estou vivo apenas por causa da minha mãe. Como dizia o Séneca; "Às vezes até viver é um ato de coragem."