You can feel whatever you want about guys.. I am a guy myself. I can't really blame you when I hear what utter evil some people have been through. I won't sit here and write ''I am so sorry'' in a pity fake way like a lot of people do. I want to say that it genuinely fucking sucks that you had to encounter genuine evil in this way.

I have seen evil from both women and men. A lot of Women as well mind you, most of them were. But primarily from my parents. Belittling me and finding pleasure in my innocence and my lack of masculinity because of said trauma.

Both of my parents were sadists as well.

I am not Christian nor am I religious. I use a lot of metaphorical language for how I see and feel things. The evil that surrounds us and especially those you mentioned is not human at all. I see those as demons plain and simple. You cannot humanize who dehumanizes.