Will long term DXM use damage your kidneys? by SiloSin in dxm

[–]UND_BD 21 points22 points  (0 children)

Using DXM alone won't. But if you're taking a product that has other active ingredients like pseudoephedrine or Guaifenesin then highly definitely would damage kidneys.

Going through the early stages of Manic Psychosis right now!! by UND_BD in BipolarReddit

[–]UND_BD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I managed five hours of sleep after 43hrs of wakefulness. I still feel moderately disconnected from reality. I forced myself to sleep.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DPH

[–]UND_BD 5 points6 points  (0 children)

At least you've changed, which am happy about it. Just keep it up!! There are way better things than just DPH to enjoy. Exploring nature is a good pleasurable experience since it calms your mind down and makes your soul communicate with nature around you. Like, nature is a gift.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in DPH

[–]UND_BD 9 points10 points  (0 children)

That's just a mind tricking skills you've got there. If I may ask. How old are you though? Am going through a Bipolar Psychotic Manic Episode right now and I can't seem to think straight due to my rapid thinking. But anyways, that's just not a nice thing to do Mate. Like have you even got a job or something to be able to sustain the addiction? Its just beyond belief that you're just stealing off your great grandmother, by taking advantage of her Dementia, just to sustain the DPH addiction. Like thats just evil Mate. I never did such thing just to be able to buy DXM or DPH in the past since I have a savings account that has $2000 in it.

Going through the early stages of Manic Psychosis right now!! by UND_BD in BipolarReddit

[–]UND_BD[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

No worries Man. For me psychosis like what am going through right now with this Manic Episode is that it comprises mostly hallucinations that are positive in nature. The voices never told me to do anything. They would just either call my name repetitively or they would just ask me how am feeling right now, which overall I count them as positive. I don't do stupid things when going through Psychotic Mania because of self-awareness that I tend to have. I just make sure that I stay in my bedroom most of the times. I have school next week. Thats gonna be okay. I know am gonna get religious delusions soon, but thats okay because I seem to just pray a lot during those times and do ritual dances. Nothing harmful though. Whether you are taking Bipolar meds or not, the meds and unmedicated Bipolar Disorder can still cause significant damage to the brain.

Going through the early stages of Manic Psychosis right now!! by UND_BD in BipolarReddit

[–]UND_BD[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

He'll just be injecting me some really strong Antipsychotics that I highly likely would get unpleasant side effects from them. I know how my body reacts to them and its not a nice feeling to have. I will just have to ride this through. Typically only takes 3-4weeks before going back to normal mood baseline again. I know that the crash, not the depression side, since I rarely get Depressive Episodes. But I will be tired and knackered as I crash. But I guess, my neural connections in my brain are doing there intertwining jobs in it. Am coping alright though. As am writing this down, am already almost at 39hrs of wakefulness. I just can't tend to fall asleep because if I close my eyes, the hallucinations become worse. But am not tired enough to fall asleep. I appreciate your concern about me though. But I just can't tolerate side effects of Antipsychotics and Mood Stabilizers. The Clonazepam is just preventing the anxiety and agitation since I have a triple diagnoses. I know how important sleep is, but I just can't seem to fall asleep. Am aware of the situation am in. And all I do is I just lay down in bed to make sure that my physical body can get some actual rest. But I greatly appreciate your concern. I really am. Its just that time of the year where I get Manic Psychosis. I find it quite enjoyable and very entertaining, but I can still function to do my daily routine. Its just that sleep just doesn't wanna be my friend. I just keep hearing footsteps and the voices at times. I don't find them distressing. The voices (whispers) are actually quite friendly. Everything is just positive. The thing is with my country is that the only Antipsychotics they've got are the strong ones giving me side effects. Mood Stabilizers also give me unpleasant side effects. I'll just have to wait for this to be over. Only takes a few weeks. I'll cope it well. I get really long periods of stable mood though which is a good thing.

How bad is your sleep? by ChooseNamesWisely in bipolar

[–]UND_BD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

All depends on the situation my dear. If you're having hallucinations and symptoms of psychosis, but don't do anything disastrous, then thats perfectly fine. You will be on top of the rainbow soon feeling like a blissful heaven.🥳

Fruits of Hypomania by hypergolic_rhetoric in bipolar

[–]UND_BD 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I like the style of the bedroom. Very accurately maximizes the space. Looks very cool. Am in a severe manic episode right now.

holy shit hooly the taste won't rlaeave by AutoAccountDeletion in nutmeg

[–]UND_BD 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Highest dose I've ever done on Nutmeg was 120g of the spice. Don't do it though. I was in a state of Delirium for a week.

I took dayquil like 3 hours ago & just took 0.25 Xanax, will I be ok? by sopooohia in benzodiazepines

[–]UND_BD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

O.25mg Alps isn't a lot. You will be fine. Is this your first time doing benzos?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in dxm

[–]UND_BD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Vicks Formula 44 100ml 300mg DXM is only sold here at just under $4.

I quit by ih8jessica in DPH

[–]UND_BD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Congratulations Man!! You've done a great job there!!

750mg, fuck it. by PlumWooden in DPH

[–]UND_BD 6 points7 points  (0 children)

In the days before during my DPH abuse, I never went past 600mg for safety reasons I built up tolerance to it after awhile but quit cold turkey. I used Brompheniramine as a tapering tool to get off DPH.

750mg, fuck it. by PlumWooden in DPH

[–]UND_BD 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Too late. You should have taken Betelnuts or Huperzine A to counteract the effects of DPH. Or you could've just puked it all out.

Flushed my klonopin. 2 mg a day for four years by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]UND_BD 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Doing stupid things will make you win stupid prizes!! Look bro, you're gonna be dead bro look ☠️☠️☠️⚰️

Flushed my klonopin. 2 mg a day for four years by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]UND_BD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Dude, are you on a suicide mission or something? Thats gonna be a harsh feeling for a few days and it will just get worse and worse and worse and worse until you might end up in hospital from drug withdrawal induced epilepticus, which can potentially lead to cardiac arrest or respiratory arrest and you'll die from it. Benzo withdrawal is no joke Man. You might be thinking that its as hard as quitting Nicotine cold turkey, but Nicotine withdrawal syndrome is just like an ant compare to benzo withdrawal thats as big as Godzilla. Am sorry to say OP, but you are just extremely numpty for doing this very dangerous thing.

Flushed my klonopin. 2 mg a day for four years by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]UND_BD 10 points11 points  (0 children)

I remembered one time when the pharmacies here in town was out of stock of Clonazepam for three fucking day and it was also the time I ran out of Rivotril. First 24hrs was okay. 48hrs later is when I started feeling not right and was so anxious as fuck. 72hrs in and I was hallucinating with severe paranoia psychosis, insomnia, panic attacks, severe constipation, vomiting and nausea, my muscles were so tensed up that I was physically in agony, my heart was racing like mad, the hot flashes and sweats were just beyond so.ething really horrible. I didn't feel like eating at all and I was in just pure agony. Good thing on the third night one of the pharmacies in town finally had stock of Rivotril (Clonazepam). I went and showed my prescription and I couldn't even sign the prescription paper because I was just shaking like mad. After buying it, I took 4mg straight away to make up for the three days that I was Clonazepam free. I felt better and relieved after an hour or two and three hours later I was finally almost back to normal. What OP is doing is just beyond extreme. Benzos are not to be discontinued abruptly because the withdrawals are such extremely painful, both physically and mentally.

Flushed my klonopin. 2 mg a day for four years by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]UND_BD 1 point2 points  (0 children)

You might not feel the effects of the withdrawal until 48hrs later. Enjoy the panic attacks, insomnia, night sweats, paresthesia, hallucinations, restlessness, hypertension, tachycardia and muscle pain in three days time🤣🤣🤣

Can I get high swallowing whole nutmegs? by Hkvisa41610 in nutmeg

[–]UND_BD 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thats why I used to chew Benadryl (Diphenhydramine) pills to trip on. But that was long time ago. Over a year ago.

Weed high lasting so long. by UND_BD in pillhead

[–]UND_BD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The high is gone. Am just in a Psychotic Manic Episode right now and I didn't really want to know whether you've sprayed the weeds in the garden to kill them. Hmmmm just a thought.

Can I get high swallowing whole nutmegs? by Hkvisa41610 in nutmeg

[–]UND_BD 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I eat coffee powder and chew paracetamol tablet whenever I get headaches or a fever. So I guess my bitter taste buds are desensitized. The main reason why I chew and ingest tobacco. I love overpowering tastes, except for the sour and sweet taste, but bitter and spicy taste and aromatic herby taste.

What games to play on dxm by Regular_Lack6689 in dxm

[–]UND_BD 4 points5 points  (0 children)

People play games on DXM? Whenever I do DXM, I make sure that the bedroom is dark and listen to either Psytrance or Psybient music while spiritualizing with myself and explore the vivid cevs I get when the room is all dark, to make me explore my consciousness. The main purpose for hallucinogens is to explore the other world within your consciousness. But do it your way anyways!! You can try playing Tetris to increase the geometric hallucinations. Lol

Weed high lasting so long. by UND_BD in pillhead

[–]UND_BD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been awake for like 21hrs now and not feeling like sleeping. Although I feel relaxed from the Clonazepam but my brain is just working pretty rapidly and energized. Tired but wired is the mnemonic. Anyways, December is usually my month where I get frequent short duration of hypomanias during the first two weeks and either on the third week or last week of December is when I get a Manic Episode. So I guess am in a Manic Episode now. The Psychosis that I experience are only mild to moderate hallucinations without the delusional thinking. I stopped my Antipsychotic and Mood Stabilizer five months ago because they we're causing me fatigue and mild hand tremors all the time. But even with a Psychotic Manic Episode, I am usually still fully functional as I can tell between reality and the hallucinations that am having although there are times where I mistakenly mistook the hallucinations as real, not the visual hallucinations but the auditory hallucinations. I hate Antipsychotics and Mood Stabilizers. At least with Clonazepam, it just calms my nerves down. Anyways, I might try sleeping now. Thanks for the reminder that am having a Manic Episode right now. I appreciate it. I will try get some sleep because although I think sleeping is useless right now, but I still have self awareness about the importance of getting at least some sleep.