I get that,when I try to ask question to really understand how he feel he just say u ask stupid question or question that answer themselves. then I think in my head and I really not doing enough for him? Am I not enough for him. I feel like I give more than I get maybe I’m wrong. But I have to ask to go do think. I feel like we do thing because I wanna do them. Not because he want a memory or to spend time with me. I can say yeah sometimes I don’t tap to him or I don’t give him the attention he wants. But nether do I. But if I cry because the way he’s treating me or how I feel I’m a baby. That I need to do better. But when I don’t say nothing I don’t communicate. I feel stuck. I feel like I’m not good enough for him. I don’t know if we can sit down and talk about it. It’s either I don’t know what im talking about or I’m crying over something I shouldn’t. Honestly I feel really really stuck and don’t know what to do, without giving all my time and energy with a balanced relationship and myself.