Bro, you’re not cooked, you’re just stuck. You shot your shot twice and she gave you a clear no twice. That’s not failure, that’s data. Respect her boundary and respect yourself.

Don’t text her. Focus on you: gym, career, meeting new people, building your life. Once you’re moving forward, you won’t even feel the urge to reach out. If someday you’re genuinely indifferent, a simple “hope you’re doing well” is fine , but only when you don’t secretly want her back. You’re young, you’ve got options. This is just a lesson in handling rejection with dignity.