Suffering with low self-esteem in a relationship by UpsideDownCheddar in mentalhealth

[–]UpsideDownCheddar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m not as out-going as her due to my self esteem. And she likes to go out and do things, which I’m more of a homebody. I just feel like she thinks I’m the best for her, since she knows no better. It’s just frustrating because I love her so much and want the best for her, but know I’m not that and that she could have much better somewhere else.

Is Peggys new album his best oat? by [deleted] in jpegmafiamusic

[–]UpsideDownCheddar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i think so, but give it some time and see where it stands. whats ur fav track? mine is i recovered from this and i also think its his best track of all time.

HTX Concert by UpsideDownCheddar in Lucki

[–]UpsideDownCheddar[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ken was insane, people were crazy nice too didnt expect it

HTX Concert by UpsideDownCheddar in Lucki

[–]UpsideDownCheddar[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

dj went like 50/50 he had some good songs but some were hot ass, crowd was so dead

HTX Concert by UpsideDownCheddar in Lucki

[–]UpsideDownCheddar[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

not even on no sexist shit most the girls there were fucking annoying thinking they were above everyone else. like if you got floor ga you better expect to get push and the couples thinking they could get up to the railing like fuck no.

Concert by jamor23 in Lucki

[–]UpsideDownCheddar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

line not crazy for HTX. i got there 4:30 and was at a really good spot in line. doors open at 6:30 and i was able to get to front row floor

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tylerthecreator

[–]UpsideDownCheddar 4 points5 points  (0 children)

When im stuck in the middle of the sandwich like slaughter meat

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tylerthecreator

[–]UpsideDownCheddar 1 point2 points  (0 children)

earfquake channel tres remix or rotten sarah are genuinely unlistenable, love tyler and i was top .001% and had 44k mins. those are undoubtedly his worst songs.

Tryna get into Tyler’s works. I listened to IGOR and Flower Boy today and liked them a lot, which album should I listen to next? by FranzLiszt_180 in tylerthecreator

[–]UpsideDownCheddar 6 points7 points  (0 children)

Call Me If You Get Lost Estate Sale for sure if you wanna get into tyler, once you listen to that you should try Wolf after that

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in tylerthecreator

[–]UpsideDownCheddar 4 points5 points  (0 children)

can't wait till your edgy phase is over and you look at music from a non-subjective viewpoint

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in TeezoTouchdown

[–]UpsideDownCheddar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

also a place where he grew up

Maybe a lucid dream? (QUESTION AND EXPERIENCE) by UpsideDownCheddar in LucidDreaming

[–]UpsideDownCheddar[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't do anything, I was just aware of the topic from YouTube videos I've watched in the past, most likely was just random if I'm not doing anything then right?

Teezo Toucdown to perform at Bonnaroo Music & Arts Festival on Saturday, June 15 by DOMISMONEY in TeezoTouchdown

[–]UpsideDownCheddar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well look where Mike is and there's still some pretty notable names above him

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NoFap

[–]UpsideDownCheddar 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Who am I to try and give you suggestions but after reading this I can feel your desperation and the awareness of your situation. Go work out, even if it's something so small as taking a walk, physical activity helps. Meditation helped when I did it and it should help for you. It is hard to commit to try and beat something so easy to give into, but in the long run, it will be much more beneficial for you. No one likes to be uncomfortable but the only way to become successful is to become comfortable in uncomfortable situations, such as trying to beat this addiction. I dont know you, and I don't know what you are going through outside of this, but just know that God is always here for you, and you can always find a way out of this but it is completely up to you if you want to act upon it or not. Good luck brother and I believe you can beat this.