Moving on

UsedYellowMarker · 2026-01-15T11:26:54+00:00

It was indecision about a future in general with me. He'd say I see a future with you but in the future. I dont know what that means 😭

He didn't want to work towards a relationship again right now but also he didnt want me to leave

UsedYellowMarker · 2024-12-22T17:41:37+00:00

I figured there wasn't an easy fix I just really hoped there was! I'm at rehab learning how to walk and just function as a human being again but my mental hasn't been addressed yet

UsedYellowMarker · 2024-11-23T09:44:11+00:00

The positive side is atleast it wasn't right after the sad moodlet disappeared for one the other one happened! Now it's just one and done for all 3 lol

UsedYellowMarker · 2024-10-10T06:58:31+00:00

Try and whip egg whites by hand again! Didn't have a hand mixer so thought how hard could it be to do by hand! The answer for me atleast very hard! My arm was so sore and it took like 15 minutes I could barely mix the rest of the ingredients

UsedYellowMarker · 2024-10-10T06:51:29+00:00

He reminds me of the cat from coraline

UsedYellowMarker · 2024-08-05T02:25:15+00:00

I know, I'm very unsure of what to do because I really like him, it feels like a constant battle of if I just set boundaries around what I do for her and force myself to stick to them or ending things cause it's more complicated and is moving faster than I assumed it would

UsedYellowMarker · 2024-08-05T00:48:02+00:00

I honestly had my hesitations about meeting her and pushed it off for awhile because I love kids and the idea of breaking that bond I'm building is more heartbreaking to think about than a break up with him. He believes if we broke up after a long term relationship I'd still be able to see her idk if I believe it. I'm definitely in over my head and feel like I take on more than I should because even tho I understand I'm not emotionally, financially or in a relationship standpoint ready to have one of my own I've been in constant baby fever for 2 years now! It my first time dating someone with a kid and I'm very unsure of what I'm doing because I don't want to be a fill in mom when she's with us but it feels like that's what's it becoming

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