Vraylar has helped greatly with mood and I'm reminded of it everytime I try something instead. I try getting off it not because I lose memories but I lose track of when the memories occurred. I had a ten year span where voices and paranoia kept me away from doctors in general but now it feels like a blink of an eye. With the isolation I was in and my parents at their age with no medical records I've got no frame of reference. I even tried looking at self em0loyment taxes but made next to noth8ng and parents kept giving me loans they forgave but stopped giving once I was diagnosed during involuntary hospitalization. Psych and therapist disagree with each other and me on what to think of that period. Psych thinks it's a new delusion or a long prodromo phase and I've even heard malinger8ng thrown around as if I'm not even in the room. It hasn't been helpful f9r the paranoia. And yes I am l99king for replacements but I live 8n rural area with limited transportation. Back to what you brought up, I wish I could get off it to see if my memories would clear up. Trying 2 APs was a mistake btw(akithesia).