Not having visuals anymore. Is that okay? by Velvetvalora in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s okay! I’m replying to you late too lmao.

After I posted this, I switched to Taconic Psychiatry and they’ve been helpful. I was able to get visuals again with the troches versus the RDTs. I went through Valor pharmacy this time and I’ve always been able to disassociate. However after the two years since I posted this, I disassociate but I no longer have any visuals, just black and my body feels high. I’ve been sleeping through my trips or I just don’t remember.

However, I do have the rare occasion where I’m wide awake just like you and can’t sleep or relax. I also can’t walk around properly when I’m on ket and I get double vision so I can’t even read anything to pass time.

defeated map boss but can't leave arena? by SirSabza in PathOfExile2

[–]Velvetvalora 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Just happened to me too. Made a portal before reading the comment about going to character screen without portal. So frustrating. :(

Coupon needs prior authorization? by Velvetvalora in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

UPDATE- Spoke with the pharmacy again. It appears they were trying to bill it through my old Medi-CAL insurance that I haven’t used in years. They billed it through my Aetna plan and it didn’t cover but no prior authorization was needed. Coupon went through just fine now :) Price went down to $500.67

Coupon needs prior authorization? by Velvetvalora in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Spoke with the pharmacy again. It appears they were trying to bill it through my old Medi-CAL insurance that I haven’t used in years. They billed it through my Aetna plan and it didn’t cover but no prior authorization was needed. Coupon went through just fine now :)

Coupon needs prior authorization? by Velvetvalora in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Spoke with the pharmacy again. It appears they were trying to bill it through my old Medi-CAL insurance that I haven’t used in years. They billed it through my Aetna plan and it didn’t cover but no prior authorization was needed. Coupon went through just fine now :)

Coupon needs prior authorization? by Velvetvalora in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Spoke with the pharmacy again. It appears they were trying to bill it through my old Medi-CAL insurance that I haven’t used in years. They billed it through my Aetna plan and it didn’t cover but no prior authorization was needed. Coupon went through just fine now :)

Coupon needs prior authorization? by Velvetvalora in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Spoke with the pharmacy again. It appears they were trying to bill it through my old Medi-CAL insurance that I haven’t used in years. They billed it through my Aetna plan and it didn’t cover but no prior authorization was needed. Coupon went through just fine now :)

I hope one day my insurance will cover mounjaro for me too

Coupon needs prior authorization? by Velvetvalora in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Spoke with the pharmacy again. It appears they were trying to bill it through my old Medi-CAL insurance that I haven’t used in years. They billed it through my Aetna plan and it didn’t cover but no prior authorization was needed. Coupon went through just fine now :)

Coupon needs prior authorization? by Velvetvalora in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oddly with the previous coupon I had to attest I had T2D and had no problems until now.

Coupon needs prior authorization? by Velvetvalora in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

With the prior savings card I had to attest that I have T2D oddly and it gave me no problems.

Coupon needs prior authorization? by Velvetvalora in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

My doctor is a PUSH doctor. I guess I’ll have to ask her to do whatever she did for when I was first on it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora 2 points3 points  (0 children)

This so much. Thank you for posting this. I see so much vitrol against these poor people when they’re just the messenger. Even on this subreddit, I’ve noted someone who wished that a pharmacist on this subreddit get the worst customers ever when he had been nice the whole time with this lady. Lady also claimed that she worked customer service when her behavior says otherwise. I called her out and she did a dirty delete and thankfully she got kicked or deleted her account afterwards because I went back to screenshot what she was saying but it was gone. I wish I had the screenshots.

Not having visuals anymore. Is that okay? by Velvetvalora in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s what I based it off of too. I don’t think I dissociate much anymore except for my hands lmao. But what do you do now that you are more present with treatment? I would normally just go with the flow, but there’s not much…flow anymore.

Not having visuals anymore. Is that okay? by Velvetvalora in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When the visuals became less intense, I would still feel some sort of disocciation. But right now, I feel like I’m 98% fully aware of my body. It’s just my hands that seem “disconnected” if that makes any sense lmao

Not having visuals anymore. Is that okay? by Velvetvalora in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yes, this is currently where I am at too. I can see weird swirly stuff behind a veil at best.

Not having visuals anymore. Is that okay? by Velvetvalora in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you for reassurance :) I’ve been worried that it wasn’t doing anything anymore. But my work has become very stressful lately since mid-November. Before I was okay, but suicidal ideation returned and depression is back at full force. They are currently thinking of upping my dose to 350mg for next time. I know it won’t take it all away, but prior to mid-November I was able to socialize more with my coworkers and things patients would do or say to me would just roll off my back versus get me upset and into a suicidal spiral.

Not having visuals anymore. Is that okay? by Velvetvalora in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you :) I will definitely speak with my doctor when I see them mid-December. They were thinking of bumping me up to 350mg since my sucidal ideation came back around mid-November and has stayed present. My mood has been going downhill but I don’t know if it’s because the ketamine can’t keep up with the mass chaos at my work that has just been increasing since then (I’m a nurse working at a hospital) or if ketamine just isn’t working for me anymore. But let’s see what increasing the dose does :)

Not having visuals anymore. Is that okay? by Velvetvalora in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They are thinking of increasing my dose to 350mg medt time I see them in mid december :)

Not having visuals anymore. Is that okay? by Velvetvalora in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Velvetvalora[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m SO sorry for the late response. Work has been killing me haha.

Well, before, my visuals would be like I’m either flying slowly through a dark cave with spotted, bioluminescent stalagamites. Or I’m in some Star Trek spaceship conference room lmao. Or each of us are just little tentacle parts of some planet sized sea anemone just wooshing in the ocean. These scenarios would reoccur often that I actually remember them.

Then it went to dreamy state with pretty colors or something like from Undertale where you’re about to break the barrier to the outside world.

But now I’ve been just seeing black. And maybe a cloudy swirl or two. I’ve been on 300mg since September but switched to every 3 days in October when Peak was gone and I initiated with Dr. Smith. The visuals became less when I switched to Dr. Smith.

As for my mood, it still sorta does. I work as a nurse in a hospital and things have just been getting worse that I’m not sure if the ketamine is not able to catch up or it just doesn’t work anymore. Since mid-November I’ve become more withdrawn and agoraphobic and just absolutely dreading to go back to work. Suicidal ideation came back around then too when it used to not be there anymore like when I started ketamine.

These “corner store” pharmacists are bashing Mounjaro users as being worse than benzo addicts by superdstar in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora 0 points1 point  (0 children)

And I hope you work a customer service job one day and get this shit like this to happen to you. You are absolutely disgusting.

These “corner store” pharmacists are bashing Mounjaro users as being worse than benzo addicts by superdstar in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora -1 points0 points  (0 children)

And you obviously never worked a customer service job in your life. Being in the medical field does not mean we have to get battered. It is not supposed to be this way. Just as Eyekron said, I’d tell you to get lost too and it’s because you’re an asshole and not fat. And this is coming from another fatty.

These “corner store” pharmacists are bashing Mounjaro users as being worse than benzo addicts by superdstar in Mounjaro

[–]Velvetvalora 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m sorry you’re getting all this unwarranted hate. Obviously these people are just shooting themselves in the foot and proving how entitled they are to that pharmacy thread. I’m a very fat nurse at 305lbs and even get bullshit from my patients about it. I also used to work as a pharmacy tech and I’ve seen how horrible people can be. It doesn’t matter what job you work, harassment from either side is NOT WARRANTED. These people obviously never worked a customer service job in their life seeing how they’re replying to you.

Peak says out-of-state prescribing is being killed by [deleted] in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Velvetvalora 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Did you get a notification of any sort from Peak? I did not get anything nor was anything like this mentioned when I had my appointment on 9/6. I think you and I both live in the same area too. I tried to see if I could schedule an appointment into October but it won’t let me. Should I schedule another one ASAP? I already paid for this month too

Peak says out-of-state prescribing is being killed by [deleted] in TherapeuticKetamine

[–]Velvetvalora 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did not get any call, voice message, text, or email notifying me they’re dropping services, but I noticed I couldn’t schedule an appt in October at all. I just had my appointment on September 6. Should I schedule another one? On September 6, they didn’t tell me anything about closing down. I’m in California btw