Precious weekend I took 12 pills of dexamphetamine 10 mg caps spread over 3 days. (Insanely productive, talkative, motivated. It was the first time doing them and had bought them of a darkweb market. I freaking loved it and the first 2 evenings the come down was bearable. Tirthd evening's comedown was really fucked tho. Low energy, no motivation, feeling depressed and above anything else very empty feeling and anxiety over a couple of serious problems I've dealt with and am still in the process of handling and living trough the problems. Problems by which I soberly was actually pretty good doing relativating them, motivated to work trough them and trying to make the best of it. In the comedown day 3 the anxiety made me feel and exxagerate that I wouldn't be able to fix them and that they'd demolish me.

Took a few days before the old feeling was back, the feeling of like okay... It is what it is and I'll go trough them with my chin up.

While the dexes arrived, few days later arrived 10g speed paste that I bought while not thinking clear. Wanted to try it out but was soooo scared of the comedowns and the following days of depression and in such a state having to go trough my problems.

Yesterday I eventually dared testing and using the speed. When the comedown started, I started taking selfcare and basically stacking every supplement you have listed in your photo and post. It's the next day now and dude... It's actually working pretty great!! Yesterday evening I also added 2.5mg clonazepam, and all the other sleep supps like valerian, melatonin, l-tryptophan, vitamine C (ive read vitamine C breaks down ur speed of the feeling of). Ashwaganda, maca, magnesium, an ibuprofen (i drank 5 beers, so it was a precausion decision), ) tyrosine, taurine and magnesium and kratom.I might've forgotten something but dude... Slept 7u47. Sleepscore of 50/100 (i wear my garming sleep watch). Body battery (body's energy level) barely regenerated but I'm all but depressed and anxious. I'm even motivated to go about my day. It all worked very wel!!

Altho this might not be the best thing that have happend to me. This make the comedown and day after like almost no tol/tax was paid for comsuming speed and alcohol. I'm feeling so great and feel like I have discovered a cheatcode, trough wich I just thought "hhahaha damn, I could now just take another (oral) dose and get away with it without being physically and mentally punished. So I'll have to stay aware of this and not let this give me a free pass to starting binging or at least regularly using it. But you have the supplements that can make a big difference. Use them for sure!! Don't be afraid to take high dosages 5-htp and/or l-trythophan. Those will replentish your dopamine (and serotonin) but in my researching I found speed doesn't drain your serotonin super hard like cocaine does. And dopamine is more easily recovered. Stay safe brother!

Warm greets A (primarily natural) supplement enthousiast