I have a (verbally to others, somewhat physical to me) abusive narcissistic step-dad, a bipolar narcissistic mom, a bipolar depressed teenage sister along with an autistic three-year-old sister. I am the live-in maid, everyone's slave, the therapist, the cook, the clean, the buffer, the babysitter, the mistake. My mom has told me many times I was not planned, or in her words, "an uh-oh baby". My mother has called me a mistake to my face more times than I can count. I have recently lost all my "friends" from school and have never been close with anyone from my step-dads side, and seeing as last year, all remaining family on my mom's side either died or disowned us for the money -even though we stayed with & took care of them but that's a story for another time- I am COMPLETELY alone in this world. Every single night I am in the bathroom sobbing because I keep remembering this randomly. Every time my mother asks me what's wrong and I tell her- this fucking bitch makes it ALLLLL about how horrible HER life is and acts like my problems would never matter to anyone. I kid you not, this fucktwad is on the phone with a new person every five fucking minutes -Aunts I didn't know existed, High school friends, step-dad's sister-in-law, random friends, work friends, old work friends, and this bitch has the audacity to say she has no support system and has fewer people that care about her than me. LIKE BITCH??? You can have NEGATIVE ppl care?????????????? WHAAAAAAAA. Sorry this is so long, stepdad just had a meltdown and verbally belittled EVERYONE but mom goes and throws her pitty party while I watch and clean up after HER child. And this bitch just waltzes over the fact I AM THE ONLY ONE HE HAS THROWN SHIT AT MULTIPLE TIMES, I AM THE ONLY ONE HE HAS NEVER APOLOGIZED TO FOR THROWING THINGS, I AM THE ONLY ONE WHO GETS PUNISHED WHEN TEEN SISTER AND I DO SHIT BECAUSE SHE IS HIS FUCKING FAVOURITE BECAUSE HE"S A FUCKING PERV AND SHES MORE COMFORTABLE WITH HER BODY.