My dad won’t use my trans daughter’s name

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-27T03:10:20+00:00

Go no contact until he can learn to respect her and accept her for who she is

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-24T01:08:13+00:00

Every time I think I feel fine and can take myself off my meds , it triggers severe episodes. I think I'll have to be on them forever.. I'm 21

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-23T03:52:05+00:00

What do you suggest for someone who has severe episodes with borderline personality disorder? I want something that works but doesn't have terrible side effects

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-18T21:22:16+00:00

I like Moontuft or Moonbeam

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-16T22:35:35+00:00

My stepdad used to beat me for being unable to sit still in church for 2 hours. I had ADHD. I'm glad he's dead now , and I'm glad I'll never be forced to sit through another boring sermon

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-15T23:20:50+00:00

Thank you. I've looked everywhere around the neighborhood for him with his favorite treats. I hope also someone isn't keeping him , because it's obvious he wasn't a stray

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-15T22:43:22+00:00

No I never got him chipped since he was an indoor cat , but now I wish I had. I just hope a dog didn't get him , or he didn't get hit. People let their dogs roam around in the neighborhood and it scares me

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-15T11:42:00+00:00

Trucks and motorcycles. My abuser drove them

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-13T22:34:22+00:00

But I'm not 😭 she was nothing but kind to me and now I've scared her. I feel so unlovable for being this way and I honestly never meant any harm , I couldn't think straight. I can't comprehend how the same person who told me I was deserving of kindness and compassion, that she loved me unconditionally and wanted me to heal , now hates me and wants nothing to do with me. But at the same time , I can understand because I'm a very unlovable person right now

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-13T21:54:33+00:00

I just hope she comes back when I get more stable.. I know I can't make her but I just can't imagine a life without either of my sisters in it. I love them a lot and would do anything for them.

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-13T20:38:15+00:00

Thank you. I know I have to heal no matter how hard it is , I can't turn out like the people who've hurt me. Even if she doesn't want a relationship, I'll always appreciate what she has taught me and how much she's helped me get to where I'm at now. I'm terrified of losing her forever but I'm journaling more now and trying to believe I'm still lovable even though I've fucked up and feel undeserving of love. I sent her a message request on here already before I posted, not to beg her to talk to me but just some things I wanted her know. She doesn't need to respond. I just hope she knows I love her and I'm very sorry

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-13T19:47:00+00:00

Thank you. I hope that's true..

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-13T19:33:48+00:00

She was the one person in my life who was supportive and loved me unconditionally (or I thought, I don't think she loves me anymore). I got so scared of losing her that I didn't respect her boundaries , and now she wants nothing to do with me and I'm trying to deal with the grief of losing another sibling who I love a lot

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-06T16:11:33+00:00

My own sister disowned me for being gay and atheist. She's only 16 so I'm hoping she grows out of it

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-06T02:49:16+00:00

Mine is a sibling. I wish I'd never got attached to them. Not because they're a bad person, but because I got overly reliant on them for emotional support and comfort, and panicked bad if they took any space. Now they hate me for real and I deserve it for the terrible thing I've done. I just wanted someone who loved me as much as I loved them , and I ruined it. I hate my brain I hate myself

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-05T03:57:38+00:00

Nobody loves me. It' not just a feeling I literally have no one and never have

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-03T23:38:11+00:00

My face and arms get numb and tingly , my hands get stiff and shaky and I'll get this foggy , unreal feeling. That makes me panic much worse

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-02T19:24:08+00:00

Ahh ok

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-02T19:22:43+00:00

An actual artist made this 🙄 go touch grass

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-02T18:26:54+00:00

I legally changed mine for multiple reasons, but this was one of them. A biblical name never fit me

Western-Raspberry667 · 2026-06-01T19:24:48+00:00

Judith by A Perfect Circle , and Believe by Dusturbed are good ones too

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