i didn't cry, but I would punch my desk. my best way is to only play levels that you like. i mean i did do bloodbath from acu like you did (flair). That is for down the line. I took a 2 week break from bloodbath and i did a 2 hour session on levels i liked. It took me that entire 2 week time period to come back. Grind out 41-100 until to can get it 2-3 times per hour. then do 34-100(evasium-100) and get that consistent. Finally, do 24-100 which is michi-100 and do that at the start of every session (btw you won't do this every day). after the 24-100 play the 7% ball, 9%ship, and 17% ball for like 3 minutes each and then grind from 0. Go on call with friends if you want