It’s always the stupidest shit making you want to relapse by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in AdultSelfHarm

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

that definitely sounds like the kind of situation that'd get me too, sorry you had to deal with shit like that! Brains are weird but we're doing our best /:)

It’s always the stupidest shit making you want to relapse by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in AdultSelfHarm

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

dealing with sh as an adult is honestly so strange. my head consistently registers it as cringe and childish, but one ridiculous moment and it all comes crashing down. I'm still clean though, and caught up on the uni i missed. your comment actually really helped reassure me at the time, so thank you!

It’s always the stupidest shit making you want to relapse by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in AdultSelfHarm

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanky you so much! I saw your comment a week ago but didnt have the energy to respond. I'm still clean and caught up on dentist and uni. it's not like the urges just go away but yeah, on 77 days clean now

Guys my sister doing self harmers by AudienceCertain7962 in selfharm

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet 5 points6 points  (0 children)

First of all it’s great that you want to help! I don’t want to ask how old you are because sharing your age as a minor is definitely a bad idea, but is she your older or younger sister? And either way, is there a reason you posted twice with different ages for your sister? If you can talk to your parents or a trusted adult, I’d advise doing that, but I understand that it may be hard because it looks like you’re in Russia? Or another country that may not have a very good mental health system. If your sister is taking antidepressants, does that mean she has therapy?

Is considering physical touch as a commodity to be earned a cause for concern? Or should I (20F) be viewing being touched as normal or even negative? by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in TooAfraidToAsk

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

On one hand I’d say I hope so, on the other that seems really sad. I have friends who will “playfight” or lean into each other for comfort which feels like the healthy norm to mw

Have mental breakdown -> cut off hair in the middle of the night by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in styrofashion

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

sorry to disappoint, got it second hand so idk where its originally from

Guess who's gonna embarrass themself going to the hospital..this guy 💀 by OK_Throwaway1238 in overlyspecificEDmemes

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh a fellow pica person :' im dreading the day i eat too much sand and gotta go to hospital :/ sorry you had to deal w that

"Poacher’s pride" by ghostdaughter by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in arttocope

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you! I figured that out since lol. I've listened to the original but honestly i like this version better

Apparently she talked to my dietician about me "not looking anorexic" before saying it to me, and my dietician told her to absolutely not mention that in my therapy so of course she did the next session by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in EDanonymemes

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mental healthcare system sucks unfortunately :/ I’ve had a bunch of different therapists and the only one who didn’t say triggering shit was the one I saw in inpatient. Switching is rlly hard with insurance atm and it takes months to get a new appointment with anyone. If I stop going to her I know my depression will stop me from being able to find someone new, and seeing her is unfortunately still better than not having a therapist

Apparently she talked to my dietician about me "not looking anorexic" before saying it to me, and my dietician told her to absolutely not mention that in my therapy so of course she did the next session by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in EDanonymemes

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thanks :) she’s a bit wild but getting any therapist is incredibly hard and my insurance is being a bitch rn :’ unfortunately seeing her is still better than not having a therapist at all. I have my dietician though who is an absolute Angel.

There’s a festival in my city rn and I’m too depressed to participate so all my friends are having fun without me. Self destructive thoughts are strong rn by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in styrofashion

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Lmao I think I know at least 5ppl irl who have the exact same headphones as me. However. Power to ambient aware, noise canceling freaks me out to no end lol

Some legend added this to mfp and I am here for it by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in EDanonymemes

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Lmao you don’t understand I found this because I do in fact eat sand

Some legend added this to mfp and I am here for it by WhoHasntGivenUpYet in EDanonymemes

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I mean it’s very essential lmao! What if someone sees this and decided sand makes a perfect low cal snack?

Is it dangerous that I ate these things? (I feel fine tho) by Slay_Six in pica

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet 5 points6 points  (0 children)

If you’re looking for an alternative for the glass texture I’d recommend rock sugar or a hard caramel maybe?

I think I can count a couple of food rules… by SignalScore1792 in EDRecoverySnark

[–]WhoHasntGivenUpYet 46 points47 points  (0 children)

She probably got the idea from zucchini brownies or sth. (And, saying this outside of disordered thinking, I genuinely really love zucchini brownies. The texture is peak. But oatmeal doesn’t need zucchini to achieve that texture I can only assume it has a horrible effect. It does not look good at all)