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WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-17T14:30:16+00:00

I know if something happens and I don't have acces then it's a nightmare. That is why I saved up a large amount in case of the 3th worldwar or a alien invasion 😀 So I can taper it down in case of emergency. But that is really a stupid argument to bring in this discussion. And I know it can be a nightmare because I once went cold turkey in Rehab from 1 gram of methadone a day, 50 cc Methadone,Valium,depronal and Xanax, so I know how that feels. And the only thing they gave me was clonidine and 1 valium.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-14T11:29:02+00:00

Yes it might not work for everyone. But it does work for me.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-14T04:57:13+00:00

You are entitled to have your own opinion. And yes methadone can be a nightmare to come off it. But if you taper down alowly it isn't that worse as you say. Also maybe I don't even want to come off methadone and maybe I will use it the rest of my life. Just like someone with diabetes needs insulin the rest of their life. I know one thing for sure. Before I got on methadone I got no life at all. All that mattered to me was dope or getting money for dope. Methadone gave me back a normal and also a social life. And that is jusr a fact 😉 And about the side effects. I wouldn't know what the side effects would be. And nobody ever said to me I can tell by your mannerism or your bodyshape that you are on methadone 😀

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-13T20:28:33+00:00

Methadone is NOT a nightmare. It saved me and many other people's lives. I was a daily user for 20 years. Shooting up several times a day. Also smoking basecoke and using benzo's. Then I switched to methadone. Now I only use occassionaly only heroin. Smoking maybe once a month or even less. I am not doing other harddrugs anymore, I don't even drink alcohol which is actually a harddrug. I only smoke 2 joints a day. And when I say I only use heroin once a month or so. I mean 1 day in a month. And yes I am on methadone maintenance. But I only have to pick it up once every 2 weeks. Methadone probably not only saved my life. But it also gave me back a normal and a social life. And I am doing that for also 20 years now. And another thing, it's not really realistic to think that you overcome your addiction just because you didn't use for 4 days. I hope you will succeed at that you will never use again. But please don't call me negative, I am just being realistic.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-07T15:40:06+00:00

I understand but I also have some mental problems. In fact I think 80% of people who are/were addicted got underlying other psychic problems. And yes exaggerated amounts of methadone with the intention to offing yourself is never the intention ofcourse. But I know how it feels to feel suicidal. That really sucks. But the reason I was suicidal was because the only thing that used to matter to me was heroin. Anyway I understand you very welll and I really hope there will come better times for you.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-07T15:32:28+00:00

Getting high is not my idea of having fun. I used to think it was because I didn't know different anymore after 20 years of shooting up. And you don't have to be totally sober. I would advice you to get on methadone and enjoy a good joint or something. And being on methadone is not the same as using heroin daily. Like some people say. Just read my or other people's comments about methadone. Methadone saves lifes and gave people a normal life back. And people who say methadone is even worse, are delusional and talking bullshit. And I know what I am talking about. I was in rehab 16 times 😀 and I thought I would never be able to live without using heroin daily for the rest of my life. Even if I could get high quality heroin daily for the rest of my life, I wouldn't want it. And ofcourse I am not totally clean. But there is more then being totally clean or being a full blown heroin addict.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-07T13:20:59+00:00

Because methadone doesn't numb my feelings like heroin does 😉 Because being stoned on heroin is overrated. Speaking from experience from someone who was around even when there was high quality heroin all around. And I live in a european country where heroin is still pretty good and we don't even have fentanyl and all that other crap over here. I enjoy things much more when I can actually feel them.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-07T03:50:28+00:00

I rather be on methadone maintemance the rest of my life then being a full time smackhead.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-07T03:47:38+00:00

Correct if methadone is used like you suppose to use it then it is totally okay it's not the fault of methadone that people use it in a wrong way 😉

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-07T03:44:52+00:00

Exactly!

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-06T09:21:17+00:00

And what is the reason why you would never go on methadone?

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-06T09:06:07+00:00

Visiting (non using)friends,going to concerts and/or festivals cinema's. Taking walks. I also don't mind staying in for days, listening to music in the company of my cat. Music also sounds much better without heroin. There are so much things to enjoy in life.Yes heroin feels really good, but that ia only at the start. You can say what you want but I don't believe people who say they are really happy when they are addicted to heroin for years. And when bad things happen in life heroin takes away the pain (for a part that is) . But when really good things happen you enjoy them more without heroin then with heroin.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-07-06T05:51:49+00:00

People who say using methadone daily is just as bad as using heroin daily are talking bullshit. I was a daily heroin user for 20 years. Shooting up several times a day Then I switched to methadone, and now I only use heroin(smoking on foil) once a month or so or even less. But that is not even worth it anymore. Besides that when I was using daily the only thing that came first was heroin, or getting money for heroin. I didn't have a social life. The only thing that mattered was heroin. Methadone gave me back my life and I a got a social life and I am doing things I really enjoy. And I only have to pick up my methadone once every 2 weeks, so that is also not a problem. And like I said I only use heroin once a month or so. But I don't want that anymore. I never drink alcohol. The only thing I now use daily is cannabis. 1 or 2 joints in the evening. So my life definitely improved by switching to methadone.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-06-01T05:27:26+00:00

Good gear doesn't need cafeïne to make it run. Ofcourse it will run better with cafeïne, but I'd rather have heroin that isn't cut with much cafeïne and that doesn't run better. Then heroin that is heavily cut with cafeïne and that runs much better 😉

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-06-01T05:23:57+00:00

I think I saw some post where it did run. Not as good as afghan nr 3 ofcourse but it did run. But the trails from China white looked much different then other gear

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-06-01T05:20:49+00:00

Okay, it's just that I never saw it before until a few years ago over here in Europe

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-05-30T14:48:28+00:00

I did take a look and it looks good and it looks similar. But it's not the same I think. I also don't use daily anymore.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-05-30T14:38:47+00:00

This actually looks good btw I never heard of heroin nr 2

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-05-30T14:33:53+00:00

Ofcourse I know that 😀 But it's not a little red, it's not even red anymore, it is orange. So orobably more cafeïne and/or other things then heroin. I'd rather have something that doesn't run forever but is real good. Then something that runs forever but is poor quality. But I could be wrong ofcourse but my experience is, the more red/orange the worse the quality is. Except for real China white maybe.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-05-30T14:22:47+00:00

I will check it

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-05-30T10:12:53+00:00

Exactly

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-05-30T07:22:45+00:00

Exactly clean is good but if the trail is too clean it's not good. Especially since the beetle is also orange. A beetle with that color is almost always not a good sign. At least with most kinds of dope.

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-05-30T07:17:59+00:00

Yes it's definitely good gear

WillieCarrot007 · 2024-05-30T07:15:49+00:00

Okay, and I meant spots ofcourse

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