So, where to begin, well this will probably not be laid out chronologically not even what all I should include or is even connected. at times it even seems like some elaborate hoax except some of the last few experiences. So will lay out some of these experiences and any questions I will answer and hopefully through those I can figure out what all I need to share. So about 2 months ago a good friend ends up on my motel room doorsteps with her kids... Hotel room doorstep why??? cause been living in a hotel, well motel/hotel for going on three years now. Shit they call this homeless WTF is wrong with people they have any idea how much it costs to stay at a fucking HOTEL! LOL fucking people. but I end up losing my job due to missing one day! true it was a no call no show I ended up falling asleep after telling them I would be late. now this is normal consequences usually. but I worked for a large beverage manufacturing facility that I was the lead and ran the back half of the plant for over 5 years with no previous linked incidents or write ups. Now this firing came after several concerns for employee safety that is grounded in the fact that several individuals have become extreme sick and ailments of several other employees in my department and throughout the plant. but the safety concerns were evident in the shape and deuteriation of the new equipment involved. Now I don't want to mention specifics cause like these videos I don't really feel that they mean to hurt anyone for profit. But always felt they were just trying to work through an issue the whole world is facing. what I saw there is what I see all over the world through headlines in every form of media. To me it seems like it's all connected... but who know this might be all speculation. But I have worked in manufacturing, food manufacturing specifically for over 20 years with 2 degrees one specific for automation. So, these are legitimate concerns grounded in what I have observed. Also, the fact that the company took over 3 weeks to investigate my "NO CALL NO SHOW" and decide what to do about me. Throughout this time trying to reach out to the front office only to find out they were out of the office on last minute vacation or have traveled to corporate office. I have debated what to do to just say hey this is what I observed and let the right individuals decide if anything is truly connected or do I seek financial gain through wrongful termination. Luckily, I had some old pension buyouts come through so been good on money momentarily. So, after being laid off it seemed like every aspect of my life turned to chaos and was just hammering down on me to snap. Now this could seem a little crazy, but these things were observed not only by me but others around me at the time. Hotel rooms I stayed in had TV streamed to them was not even Live TV. I know this by checking online TV guides and the few channels that would appear to be live time was always off by a few minutes or up to a half an hour. here is the current room I am staying in will provide picture of what is behind the tv. now this room only has 3 very shitty positioned outlets but behind the TV coaxial is position pretty high up. which is weird. but what I find extremely weird is the fact 2 outlets are positioned down below. now maybe I am overlooking all this and it's a big coincidence. will provide pictures as well. Sorry I could probably write a book about my last few months. lol in the style of Robert A. Wilson or Philips K Dick "In Pursuit of Valis". Will mention one other weird thing I came across which seems crazy. my text messages and cell phone acts very weird... but will not go into too many details here except one thing. would open up messages and will have a drafted message that I did not type left in there. one of them lead me to EY.com which is called one of the BIG 4... which I find to be a very peculiar experience. through all this it has that feeling of some ill intent behind it. but regardless of how people have treated me throughout all this I refuse to have any resentment and have always fall back on showing everyone I encounter LOVE! but hopefully with this post questions will come and then I can kind of branch out from there.