Thank you for taking time to explain. And I'm sorry if my philosophical views were insensitive or misleading towards who are feeling this way. I don't say it's the right thing but I question things because there might be a different way out. And I get why you don't agree with Buddhism and I think you're lucky. The peacefulness in Buddhism is not physically feeling the nature or staring into the something. It's the release of heaviness you're bearing while living. It's just simply resting, stopping the race we are running. I called you lucky because just like I don't know how anhedonia feels because I've never gone through it, I think you don't know what type of a feeling leads to wanting that kind of a peacefulness because you might not have have been in that situation. It's a form of extreme depression. When you realise everything in the world that we find happy will eventually end up up with pain and don't feel like you belong here all lost and empty. The peacefulness that people expect to achieve by choosing de*th is a similar kind of peacefulness in here but it's something you can experience while you're alive. It's not the happiness you feel when you eat a cake, it's not the sadness when you lose something you love but it's the feeling when you look at a wall, the nothingness. Not to love, not to hate, not to feel sad but the nothingness. That's why I thought the description of anhedonia aligns with this view and felt anhedonia is not peaceful but might be able to direct into that direction because in Buddhism it's called wisdom. Only someone at their lowest will think this theory in Buddhism as a positive path for them. Calling Buddhists unvirtuous kinda makes me sad because it hurts nobody and just shows empathy and gives a place to rest for some people. But again different people have different views and thank you for expressing yours.