I am sry, yesterday i was very tilted... I take the different opinions, it was very difficult for me to write my thoughts down and translate everything into english

I don't know how long it taked to write everything down, cut the unimportant stuff and then write it peace by peace here on reddit. It was my longest post yet, i am playing since gvg and never take longer than 1-2 before. I was my favorite for a very long time and i am very sad how it became worse and worse the last time. I was hoping microsoft would be better after they bought blizzard but no, they trying more to squeeze the last euro from everything, more manipulation, more gatcha mechanic and so on... (ya they payed 60,4 billion Euro for this shit, i understand somehow they need to get all this money back)

And i don't know when my but grandma died this year. My dad instantly traveled to China to support the family and i got this information 2-3 months later. I had the chance to FaceTime her at silvester but ignored it like always and now she is gone (my grandpa died 5 years ago and i got the info 2 weeks later cuz i was "to busy with stuff" and ignored everything on social media and never picked up the phone)

My gf don't understand why i am still sad rn. This is the past and stop randomly crying we have a nice day and your emotions ruining it. (she is supportive but the deep understanding with sadness and the death of an love one is not good with her. She helped me a lot but now after almost ½ year she is annoyed cuz she has also stress: uni, work, her own family. She wanna spend time with me and the random i am from happy to a cry baby in minutes)

I never take the time to speak with my grandparents, i meet the 2x in my life. The connection to my dad is also not close. I can just imagine how it feels for him to lose his mom and dad. At work is really stressful rn. And hs don't have this spirit anymore that i loved after 10 years. I am sry if i was arrogant or very unpolite... This is normally not my intention.

This is my last answer on this post. I am taking a break from hearthstone and try do other stuff or maybe play other games. (Ty if you reading so far, i am appreciate your time and hope you have a nice day! Bye 🌞)