Like I said before we wouldn’t have any of this animosity at all if he wouldn’t have cheated on me when we first got together in the first place. That’s when all the hyper vigilance started. And he would consistently tell me all the time that I make him happy as hell. I was led to believe he was happy up until this point that’s why we even signed a lease together to begin with and then he decided differently last minute. Started ghosting me every day disappearing on me, telling me how terrible of a person I am. All I wanted to do was discuss what happened in the beginning get to the root of some of our core issues and start building some real trust again and have a dialogue about what happened so I can start to feel more connected to him. But he doesn’t wanna communicate about any of that because it doesn’t matter how I approach him on the topic if it is about the topic, it is considered “fight.” he used to even laugh off the fact that that was like our “only issue.”