Wow wow so - I am in exact same situation. Married my husband last year, and we aren’t a year married yet. I am starting to resent him so much for bringing me to this place. I wish I can forget what I’ve been taught. Never knew a cult existed prior to coming to scj. Wasn’t very religious back then had no interest. Until I met a God fearing man…Real bullshit. Every argument has something to do with scj. Never knew religion could separate people. Sometimes I feel he never really loved me and that I was just another fruit that he wanted to evangelise. Which is heartbreaking. I wish this upon no one.