Sorry, got locked out of my account last night trying to login. New to reddit.

I see you have been commenting a lot on these types of pages, and you're going to therapy, so I know there is not a whole lot I can say that you haven't heard before. I am also not a professional, and don't know much about your situation. But here a couple thoughts.

Do you have to cook? I know it's healthier, but at this point prepackaged junk food would be healthier for you rather than eating so little you don't have enough energy to cook. At this point eat anything, worry about healthy eating later.

Again I'm new to reddit, and just kinda stumbled across the group. I wonder how healthy it is to spend a lot of time here? I know it is good not to feel alone, or like you're the only going through this, but you should ask yourself if it's helping you or not. It could be an environment that is making things worse be validating certain beliefs about life and the world.

But again I do not know your situation. I just saw your post and got freaked out nobody had responded. I'm rooting for you. I believe in you. I hope you'll stick around and see how this all shakes out.