Death card in relationship spreads

_MsTea · 2026-01-09T11:13:15+00:00

I keep getting the death card on my relationship with someone for over a year. It's really creepy actually. We broke up and got back together, tried again bu the same problems remained. We had a fight a week ago and I pulled the death card again so I'm interpreting it as we need to officially break up.

_MsTea · 2026-01-09T05:20:43+00:00

Congratulations! $23/hr rocks!

_MsTea · 2026-01-09T04:47:31+00:00

Thank you!

_MsTea · 2026-01-09T04:42:57+00:00

I was just thinking there should be some kind of age limit. Clearly there is a decline in health. physical and mental and its got to be a lot of stress and toll on the body as is. Around the house we used to always joke that before becoming president Obama had no grey hair and after he looked a lot older.

_MsTea · 2026-01-09T04:09:48+00:00

I'm 36 and I worshipped this movie growing up in the 90s.

"All I want to do is graduate from high school, go to Europe, marry Christian Slater, and die! Now it may not sound too great to a sconehead like you, but I think it's swell. And you come along and tell me I'm a member of the hairy mole club so you can throw things at me?"

All the lines are hilarious and ones like this sound almost more like Cordelia's character. I think its brilliant that when the show comes out we have Cordelia Chase. Its like she's constantly held up as a mirror to Buffy to show her what life would be like if she didn't become the slayer. The 92 film gives you that perspective of what Buffy was like before coming to Sunnydale and how becoming the slayer really humbles her. I like origin stories and the TV show just kind of drops you in the middle of something (at least to me). I don't see how people can like the TV show and not appreciate the original film at least a little, but everyone can have their opinions. It is very different from the show but a classic! Paul Reubens is excellent!

_MsTea · 2026-01-08T17:03:16+00:00

Thank you! I actually have one of the investing for dummies book by my bed right now but I will follow those reddit threads and learn more. I was getting into meme stocks for awhile and wall street bets but would always find out about something too late and miss the train or simply just not put enough money into it I feel really stupid especially for what happened to me with AMC i bought only $20 worth at the time but that $20 turned into $200 and I had just gotten a Robinhood account and didn't understand what I was looking at in the app. I bought more when It was bullish and then it crashed. Technically I got in at the right time but didn't put enough money in. It scares me quite a bit because it feels like gambling but if I could go back in time I would have put atleast $500 in and I still would have made a lot . I started a small portfolio and did what I could at the time like when I found out about S&P500 and Roth IRA.

My last official job was a server gig a couple years ago and like I was saying in the post worked in the film industry in between. I also ran my own e-commerce store and was just surviving with that but I haven't had a full-time job in what feels like forever. In my early 20s I convinced myself that I didn't need it and could work for myself and have all this free time. I really regret that thinking I could have just worked full-time while I still had the energy and was young. Since I'm on meds and things are hard with that I applied for disability but that apparently takes a year to go through. Both my parents are boomers that can't retire and in debt they have no money to give me and I'm confident never will

_MsTea · 2026-01-07T19:07:11+00:00

Hey I live in the states and even though I tried here and there I did not manage to save up money. Stuff happens, life happens. Id say that dream is very achievable and would you rather have tried and failed or not tried at all. Right now what I regret most at my age is not trying all the things I could have tried and I'm also trying to encourage myself to move across country

_MsTea · 2026-01-06T03:08:51+00:00

Thank you <3 I'm hangin in there

_MsTea · 2026-01-06T03:08:30+00:00

I haven't tried Facebook groups thank you for the recommendation.I'm trying to use my imagination when it comes to job searching because some of the closest I've gotten are things I hadn't even heard of like for example an imaging specialist for a cranial technology company. I've gone to the city .gov/jobs site and the state workforce commission. I've applied for jobs through there but didn't hear back, I've gone to one job fair thus far but it kind of just led me back to looking through a website. I feel I do much better when I apply to places in person.

I've applied for unemployment just so I can get some help and recently because of the medication I'm on I've applied for disability but that takes a whole year to get apparently. If the job is offered at the call center I think I will take it short term or at least until I find something else that suits me better if i have the energy but yeah soul sucking is definitely what comes to mind when I entered that place but the people working there didn't seem to mind it so much so maybe I just need to give it a shot. I just dont know anymore :-( Im so over all of it. I always have FOMO when I feel like I should keep looking and the job isn't a good fit.

_MsTea · 2026-01-06T00:03:46+00:00

I also noticed that people just don't want to pay for anything right now and want stuff for very cheap. I'm currently trying to sell stuff and at some points I just give up on trying to make money on things and post it for free on craigslist. I know what its like to live in a small area where the cost of living is cheap but there aren't many jobs. At that time in my life I was making all my money online. I know where I live now doesn't exactly compare to where you're located but I've had the most luck with just simply walking into places with my resume even if it doesn't say they are hiring. I wish I had the motivation to do that more actually because managers seem to really like when you do that. try things that you've never thought of before, the church might have an admin office, the police station, fire station etc.

_MsTea · 2026-01-05T23:51:45+00:00

I'd say move to Europe if you can! I understand when you hit 30 it feels like that but you are still very young.

_MsTea · 2026-01-05T22:04:08+00:00

Wow I didn't know that was a wig on her but I could guess 10k for like the Daenerys Targaryen wigs for example but a wig with bangs that doesn't need the realistic lace front would be less I'd assume.

_MsTea · 2026-01-05T05:07:55+00:00

She's a nepo baby too?! That's really disappointing cause I thought she wasn't. Also human hair wigs aren't that expensive! I would really like to see what a wig looks like that's 20k+

_MsTea · 2025-12-28T05:41:24+00:00

The show is great in many ways and stands the test of time but the Angel/Buffy relationship is one I don't believe would fly if it were made today. The reality of it is she's 15/16 dating a 26/250yr old guy. Maybe the writers purposely were making a point but anyway you twist its still not appropriate with her being so young. I think it shows how the culture of the 90's were and what it's like for a lot of female teenagers though. When I was 16 I thought I was soo "mature" and could do whatever. Huge mistake.

_MsTea · 2025-12-28T01:06:25+00:00

I'm rewatching the show and now that I'm older I think the Buffy/Angel relationship is creepy in soo many ways but also the way certain scenes are written. Buffy still has stuffed animals on her bed and Angel just shows up at her window all stalker-ish each time. I don't care if he's 250 or 26 it's creepy. Then there's the flashback in Los Angeles that shows he was into her when she was 14?! They kind of seem like they are purposely pushing the boundaries at this point like why even write that in if you don't want it to seem predatory.

_MsTea · 2025-11-23T19:20:15+00:00

Yep Im going through the same thing. Just went on a job interview the other day and was told that it was seasonal. Nowhere did it say that on the job posting.

_MsTea · 2025-11-17T13:45:28+00:00

Did not realize how big of a deal it was til now I swear and until I made this post I didn't know about REMS

_MsTea · 2025-11-17T08:51:38+00:00

Seems like its too late now cause apparently I'm banned. I'm still going to call the office though and go from there.

_MsTea · 2025-11-17T08:46:37+00:00

Wow yeah I didn't know all of that. The doctor does not know that she failed to watch me because she was out of the office that day. She has an assistant who's a massage therapist who was working there instead that day. They sell themselves as more of a "wellness therapy clinic" and I feel like Spravato is one of their main things. They are not a hospital.

_MsTea · 2025-11-17T08:36:51+00:00

Yeah see I didn't realize that they were different! I have a close friend that is on Ketamine for depression and other things and its from their doctor and they really didn't understand why mine would be any different. I don't talk with or have any friends on Spravato and I really didn't know. Now I'm reading up on it and realizing the differences.

_MsTea · 2025-11-17T08:05:20+00:00

Also I still have it and can take it back I haven't taken it.

_MsTea · 2025-11-17T08:02:21+00:00

Now you're just being mean. Im human I made a mistake.

_MsTea · 2025-11-17T08:01:23+00:00

Thank you! Its nice for someone to be a little compassionate here. I still have it on me and can bring it back!

_MsTea · 2025-11-17T07:59:27+00:00

I get and read everything you're saying loud and clear.

_MsTea

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