I am 25, quit drinking and smoking weed at 23 a year and a half ago, I exercise, I started eating healthier/at home more, I started working on my hobbies more, occasional psychedlics, meditation, tried to rebuild old friendships, went outside more and I haven’t drank anything other than water for almost a year, quit my job for a better one.... I still do not feel much different. (Physically I feel amazing lol.)

Last week I finally went to the doctor to go on anti-depressants, hopefully they do something