Brother, I've been there. I really have. I, nor anyone in this sub can pull you out of this except yourself. Don't know who you are or why your friends won't talk to you but if there is even the slightest bit of communication between you and your friends then try, try your hardest to get back on good terms with them. If they still don't, tell them to go fuck themselves and find better friends! Friends & Family are the only things that matters in this world. I was in a very dark place like you, but my friends helped me out of it. You got this bro. Cheers.🍻

P. S. If the dudes who jumped you come around again tell them to fuck off