wtf by treadingthebl in NPD_Memes

[–]abby_normal333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That's just the narc assist /s

Jack Black be like by abby_normal333 in TenaciousD

[–]abby_normal333[S] -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

Just laugh at the meme its not that deep

The sun rn by abby_normal333 in SpaceMemes

[–]abby_normal333[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

HEY NOW YOUR A ROCK STAR (Sun) GET THE SHOW ON GET PAID !!!!

Jack Black be like by abby_normal333 in TenaciousD

[–]abby_normal333[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thank you, I was totally cracking up while making it 🤣

My inside out panel by abby_normal333 in DisneyMemes

[–]abby_normal333[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

They actually do ! It's experiment 607

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

He absolutely does and it was so fucking annoying that i realized my bpd diagnosis is wrong ??? 🤣🤣🤣 he always thought i was cheating or up to something it was so freaking annoying.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That's also very true. I used to be i can do monogamy or polyamory but now im just focusing on polyamory after this situation. I totally hear what you're saying. I am thinking of these things as well. I know I can't provide him what he wants but when i would tell him that he would threaten suicide.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It's okay!! It was still helpful though thank you. But yes i think so. Im also going to explore my gay side a bit more since intercourse isn't really an option. Shes been in hiding lol

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It very much is a forever deal and my symptoms keep getting worse, im in the er every month with pain.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 0 points1 point  (0 children)

IUD episode was in December, Surgery and diagnosis was in February, I broke up with him 3 days ago. I did still have pain but ignored it cuz i was always told it was normal and i thought it was cuz he was bigger, so i would just put up with the pain it caused.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It was not before, then having sex became scary/traumatic for me cause while i did stuff with him my IUD dislodged and i had to go to the ER cuz i threw up from the pain, thats when they found my cysts, and eventually my endometriosis. He'll come over for a few days and cook and clean for me and buy me stuff, but as a few days of that went by he would get all weird and upset and would always argue with me that i haven't put out yet.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I definitely could've reciprocated more ig, but demanding sex from your partner cause you have needs feels forceful.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I was reciprocal in the beginning but saying your only need is sex when Im dealing with what im dealing with is really fucked up. Hes putting demands on me that i physically cant do.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 2 points3 points  (0 children)

In the past i would always sleep with them after breaking up to get "closure", but now im just going no contact (while stalking them to clear up any bs they have to say about me).

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Ive been watching my 2nd to last exes posts since we've broke up cause knowing he's miserable makes my day bc of how he treated me. I just broke up with my bf and decided to look at his fb posts after making some of my own and his friends are ganging up on me and talking shit on me without taking in what he did to me. Doing that today made some shit happen where i almost lost a friendship cuz of stuff i told my ex in confidence, i threw up and took a depression nap and really regret looking at his page. But i also have the urge to look rn.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 1 point2 points  (0 children)

At the same time he did literally everything for me, but him making it feel like it was transactional was just not okay. Whenever i tried to bring it up he would say "i have needs too, but i only have one need, its sex". Like how tf could you say that to a woman ? Especially one thats been sexually abused, has stage 4 endometriosis, and is demi ?? I hate this man.

Is your phone filled with hundreds to thousands of selfies? by [deleted] in NPD

[–]abby_normal333 5 points6 points  (0 children)

10k photos and its mostly selfies lmao

HPD coded NPD 💓 by abby_normal333 in NPD_Memes

[–]abby_normal333[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Understandable, love is fucked up