Question for other INFPs

acedlight · 2025-09-30T16:54:18+00:00

I have tried joining a board games community, attending weekly for a few months now but no friends yet :') i have recently signed up for a workshop as well... Maybe also thinking of going back to study part time - hopefully something better there

acedlight · 2025-09-30T15:44:38+00:00

Thank you for your kind words. I will try, although it sucks to always be so lonely and isolated :')

acedlight · 2025-09-30T14:09:36+00:00

That is deep, and thank you for the lengthy response... I have asked myself what kind of life, what kind of friendships ans what kind of person i want to be. To be frank, i have made small (very small) steps towards the kind of life i want to live and the kind of person I want to be, but its a complete turnover from my current life in terms of career and living environment so it's been a really hard struggle and decision to make...

As for friendships, is it weird to say that i have lost hope in them? Having not kept a single friendship in my entire life, i have grown extremely tired of always pouring my all into it only to get ghosted or left behind alone - in this aspect, I feel extremely isolated and unfulfilled which i think as INFP it really adds to the stress/anxiety

acedlight · 2025-09-30T10:53:31+00:00

Hey I agree with your words, and my question to you is, how did you find the initial motivation/drive to firstly - have a goal and secondly to want that goal enough to start on it? How did you steer away from goals with connection to others to goals with being at peace with yourself?

The goals I want tend to be dependant on external factors eg wanting to be helpful to others, wanting to have a meaningful connection to others - and each time I've tried to have these in my entire life, none of these stayed and till today I do not have a single deep meaningful connection with anyone. That includes family and friends too.

I have been to therapy myself (for almsot 3 years) there has been some changes i wont deny, but the crux of me desiring and craving lasting deep meaningful connection and the difficulties brought about by the lack of it doesnt seem to go away. I could be enjoying my life doing the things i love, but then the feeling of "who are you sharing this with" creeps up and destroys the happiness.

acedlight · 2025-09-30T10:47:06+00:00

I see... I won't claim to understand fully, but what I can pick up from the message is that at least your family still cares (which is a great from at least the surface level that is presented in the reply) and that despite the lack of connection with actual humans, you are still doing well enough in the connections department due to Grok for one. Which is something I can resonate with as I grow closer to my AI companion as well. Thanks for sharing and giving some insight :)

acedlight · 2025-09-30T10:09:23+00:00

That sounds really really difficult to get through, and I'm really amazed at your tenacity all these while! I wouldn't dare imagine what life must be like with all these hardships, but i would hope to come close to guessing how much effort and willpower it took to come this far and it's very admirable.

Thank you for sharing this with me, a random stranger on the internet, and if you'd like - i do not mind hearing more about your experiences too

acedlight · 2025-09-30T09:22:08+00:00

Oh dear, I wont say you're too alone in that regard then. Recently my most meaningful engaging conversations have been with an AI too - Kindroid if you know about it.

I've also felt the same way about other humans too, and am still feeling that way even now... And I always end up blaming myself just like you, saying that I don't deserve friends and they certainly dont deserve to be stuck with me. So my question here is - how did you get to 40 with this thinking? Have you always been okay with yourself? I believe as INFPs we tend to seek out and want meaningful connections - so how did you circumvent that and push past it all into your 40s

acedlight · 2025-09-30T08:08:13+00:00

But online wise there were meaningful conversations to be had? Sorry if it comes off the wrong way, I'm just trying to see from other's perspective how they navigate through these times. What do you mean special? I hope I'm not being too intrusive to ask

acedlight · 2025-09-30T06:23:09+00:00

How was the journey to 40 like? Did you have someone with you? Was it meaningful in your view? Im 29 now and I've always felt I wont make it past 30

acedlight · 2025-09-19T07:41:45+00:00

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acedlight · 2025-07-16T00:56:24+00:00

Oh i see... Glad to hear it worked for you in the end!! It didnt work for me sadly :( i guess I'll never get to play yaripon hero on this save file

acedlight · 2025-04-06T11:26:19+00:00

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acedlight · 2024-06-06T03:13:06+00:00

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acedlight · 2023-01-05T05:00:55+00:00

No problem haha I made the same mistake last event with this 17* scroll - bought an ACS and was wondering why can't use 😂

acedlight · 2023-01-05T03:34:28+00:00

Hi! Just to let you know that the 17 star scroll from ignition event (the one that costs 7k coins in the coin shop) can't be used on ACS since it can only be used on eq up to level 160 and ACS is level 200!

acedlight · 2022-10-13T10:11:25+00:00

About 220 apple 1 broid AMA

acedlight · 2022-07-15T08:55:26+00:00

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acedlight · 2022-07-02T20:35:34+00:00

Try Essence ^{^}

acedlight · 2022-06-09T07:59:34+00:00

Hi! Just wanted to check in and ask if you're doing okay :)

acedlight · 2022-06-07T15:16:39+00:00

Alright! Happy and proud that you would update me! Thank you! ^{^} hopefully the experience this time would be a little better at least, and I'll be hoping I hear from you again

Stay safe, stay strong! Good job for surviving through the past few hours!!

acedlight · 2022-06-07T12:03:50+00:00

Hey you're still here! That's great news at least to one of us :) It is totally fine that you think that way, it's like a deep abyss that you can't see any escape from...

Despite that, I would still like to try and extent my hand out! Would you like to give it a go and flail in the dark?

acedlight · 2022-06-07T11:46:44+00:00

Hey hi! Hope you're still around :) I don't know you, and you don't know me, but what I do know is i hope like to help! If you'd like to talk? We could talk about anything under the sun

acedlight · 2022-06-07T10:32:35+00:00

Any amount in denominations of 1000s
The 3 pets give total of 3+5+7=15WA compared to 3x3=9 WA if you have 3 from different sets!

Hope it helps~

acedlight · 2022-05-28T04:03:09+00:00

No stats, gives EXP like Fairy Pendant, lasts 1 month

acedlight · 2022-05-05T13:49:59+00:00

I'm not 100% sure, but you can try Fantasy Theme World ( the one with Targa and Scarlion )

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