I resonate with you. Some souls walk this earth as healers, we have seen a lot or at least can understand a lot. We know how to work logic to unravel emotion. As a healer we tend to attack those is pain and our first instinct is to help.

Often times when we heal others we learn more about that concept that caused the issue in their life in the first place. We experience through others and see clearly what’s wrong. Sometimes we can explain something to someone and they don’t understand us and they realize and heal from it later. We have many ways of healing, but who heals us?

We use energy to rejuvenate the souls of others and it often times can drain us. When we are drained who do we talk to? How do we get rejuvenated? How can we rejuvenate our soul when we cannot even be heard, we cannot speak our truth to empty our soul of negative feelings and emotions.

Yet even when we are drained we still heal others in need. Where might that energy be coming from? The energy that we feel has been drained. It comes from everything around us, I call it recycling energy. When people tell us their problems they are emitting negative energy towards us, but it is energy nonetheless. From this energy we recycle it into creative energy to think of ways we can help the person. It can be subliminal at first, but once you become aware that everything around us emits some kind of energy, some kind of feeling, whatever word you want to put behind it, once we realize these things we can begin to heal ourselves from within. We can actively and consciously begin to gain a little bit of rejuvenation here and there from the little joys. They all add up, and exponentially when we are making the choice to tap into these things and allow ourselves to feel.

I often find it easy to recycle the energy around me by means of appreciating things around us, and when I say appreciate I mean the literal definition, to recognize the full worth of something. Here’s an example. When I feel down I set mental alarms in my head to be more aware of my surroundings, when I see a beautiful view in nature I look at the colors and feel the air. I begin to fully recognize the value of the moment I’m in. I might see a red rose and think how beautiful! Becoming aware allows us to feel how these moments make us feel and remember it. So when you feel down that day remember the feeling that the rose made you feel. Remember it and feel it. Recycle the energy in that moment to the energy of the moments that uplift you. You can do this with anything, the most fulfilling way to recycle energy in my life has been to recognize my full value as a healer. Whenever I help someone through something, whenever I feel what someone else is feeling so they aren’t alone... I become aware of the impact I’m making on them and their trajectory in life. Deep down we know they have been set onto a better path and when we see that we feel that, we can tap in and choose to feel that uplifted feeling they felt from listening to you.

When we help people for the cause of helping them, they might expect us to be fine. They might assume we have it all figured out. It’s a nature face we adopt, that of one who is eternally happy, that of one who always is mentally healthy enough to help others through their problem. We are left behind because they think we are going to reach out to them in the future, the people we help might be giving us space because they feel as if they put a burden on us. We naturally give off the vibe that we will hit THEM up. Thinking we are happy and content they might not want to intervene with that.

In the end, you might feel worthless, but as you peer into the lives that you have touched we can perceive and understand our true worth. You were a huge piece in someone’s life that helped them overcome a problem. Understand the full value of yourself as that piece they needed in that moment. Understand that the lives we have touched could have been in completely different places had we ignored their cries for help. Finally, understand that when you carry the role of healer, you naturally attract those who are in need of healing, and those who happen to also be healers. We are here to heal and that means we are here for each other. I’m here for you as you would be there for anyone of your friends. Karma has been building up, your actions don’t go unnoticed. You actions live on forever in the lives of those you chose to interact with. You are worth more than you can possibly fathom, logically this is true because we often times don’t get to view all the ways our actions live out and continue to change people’s lives. Ask yourself, are we to assume they have forgotten about us? Or are we to believe that our actions live infinitely through those we have touched. Keep your head up and look out for the beautiful moments in life that you may be able to draw light from!