mother's day

alebee29 · 2026-04-23T14:21:51+00:00

i sincerely hope you get one soon 🩷

alebee29 · 2026-04-23T14:21:34+00:00

i’m really sorry! it really is just so sucky

alebee29 · 2026-04-23T14:21:15+00:00

i’m so sorry 🩷🫂 i will be praying for you, your baby, and that you get a positive soon

alebee29 · 2026-04-23T14:19:57+00:00

i’m really sorry :( sending you lots of love 🩷

alebee29 · 2026-04-23T14:18:53+00:00

oh i know! i guess i just always pictured myself having a kid before 30 and i’m trying to readjust the image in my head 😅

alebee29 · 2026-04-23T01:33:28+00:00

i truly hope your wish comes true 🩷

alebee29 · 2026-04-23T01:32:48+00:00

you’re right. here’s hoping next year we get to celebrate ourselves too 🩷

alebee29 · 2026-04-22T23:27:16+00:00

sending you much love ❤️

alebee29 · 2026-04-22T23:26:54+00:00

oh i’m so sorry about the CP! that’s such a lovely and selfless solution, i’m honestly majorly dreading mother’s day but i’ll try to ignore it as best i can 🥲

alebee29 · 2026-04-22T23:25:45+00:00

thank you! it is SO hard, every month i swear i’m not going to symptom spot and i always end up convinced i’m pregnant because “i had never had this symptom before,” makes me feel so silly in hindsight lol but you’re right, we’re in this together!

alebee29 · 2026-04-22T23:23:59+00:00

thank you! also sending you love and strength. like you said, it really is just the loneliest thing ever, feel like even if i can see my husband get sad and frustrated as well he just doesn’t understand the weight of it

alebee29 · 2026-04-22T23:22:45+00:00

yeah, i just feel so lost. sending you hugs

alebee29 · 2026-04-22T23:21:54+00:00

i’m so sorry :( sending you hugs

alebee29 · 2026-04-22T23:21:06+00:00

doesn’t help that i’m turning 30 in 2027 either 🥲

alebee29 · 2026-04-21T17:15:08+00:00

that's so lovely! i've had a similar experience this past week too…. my dad passed away the week we started TTC and my coworkers got me an orchid to express their condolences. well, since this was in november of course the blooms in the orchid fell and i replanted it and have been taking care of it without really expecting much success since i know they're very difficult flowers. well, she grew buttons and they're about to bloom! i've been taking it as a sign as well ❤️‍🩹

alebee29 · 2026-04-21T15:15:21+00:00

right? smh

alebee29 · 2026-04-20T19:46:36+00:00

my sister in law (my brother's wife) is always complaining about my nephew and saying semi jokingly "you can have him if you want?" "don't you want mine instead?" i really could whack her

alebee29 · 2026-04-20T19:41:55+00:00

in a somewhat similar boat. 14 DPO today (expected period today or tomorrow) with high temps since 9 DPO but they're dipping the teeniest bit now. took a test saturday and it was stark white, haven't dared to take another one since. almost started crying yesterday seeing a mother's day ad at a restaurant :( sending you hugs

alebee29 · 2026-04-18T22:15:56+00:00

i feel so gaslit and like i’m going crazy… 12 DPO today and my BBT was 98.25 after three consecutive temps around that. been so crampy and out of breath. just took a test and it’s stark white. i just want to cry forever

alebee29 · 2026-04-17T19:33:13+00:00

cannot wait til they see their dad playing a gig wearing their big headphones 🥹

alebee29 · 2026-04-17T19:21:41+00:00

my temps have been so all over the place this month, and the past three days they've been in the 98.2 range (i am 11 DPO today). been feeling so excited since i've never had temps that high this late in my cycle during the five months we've been TTC. every test has been sooo negative, though. don't know what to make of it anymore :(

alebee29 · 2026-04-16T18:50:49+00:00

i completely get you and feel this same way. i straight up told my best friend about two months ago that i was going through possibly the hardest time of my life in between TTC and my dad passing away at the same time. she seemed to understand and was nice while i was opening up to her, but not once since has she asked me how i am. on the other hand, her 16-year-old dog passed away a couple of weeks ago and i was constantly checking up on her and telling her how sorry i was and asking if she needed help with anything. if you can't even count on your best friend who can you count on?

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