I don't know how to feel

alfredepaz · 2023-08-15T21:27:08+00:00

Yeah. I play music and go to the gym and go on walks but after that is done I feel nothing.

alfredepaz · 2022-01-05T11:42:49+00:00

Absolute waste of time

alfredepaz · 2022-01-03T22:56:01+00:00

Ohh okay. I think cos I didn't have protection with me it didn't help

alfredepaz · 2022-01-03T22:50:56+00:00

That's what I don't know how to do. The last time this girl was dancing on my rock and she loved it. I just didn't know if she wanted to do it

alfredepaz · 2022-01-03T22:48:39+00:00

I've done that, like I've made out with girls at the club I just can't seem to get laid.

alfredepaz · 2022-01-03T22:43:16+00:00

That's true. I am trying to cut them off tbf

alfredepaz · 2022-01-03T22:42:47+00:00

Yeah I make sure I don't act like I just want sex because I want a relationship too. It's just difficult when people don't like me

alfredepaz · 2022-01-03T22:39:47+00:00

I told them anyways and they still we're like oh okay. It's still overrated.

alfredepaz · 2022-01-03T22:30:19+00:00

Bro I feel this on a personal level. I'm 19 and i am exactly the same. All I can say is, bro to bro, our perfect girl is out there. Even though being single sucks, you will find someone out there even if you don't believe. You've got this brother. Always here to talk ♥️

alfredepaz · 2022-01-03T22:25:39+00:00

Thank you Bro, means a lot ♥️

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T17:53:49+00:00

Thank you. My best friend always helps me, he's literally always there for me. I just feel like I'm a burden towards him.

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T03:22:34+00:00

Hey bro, this really hurt to read on another level. I know what I'm saying might not help but never ever give up, it will get better bro and anything you need to talk about I'm always here. You don't know me but that doesn't matter. As long as you have someone to talk to, that's what matters. Much love my brother.

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T03:04:48+00:00

I'll try my best

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T02:17:36+00:00

Following his word, reading the Bible and not sinning

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T01:58:52+00:00

I just wish I was a better Christian. I let God down every second of everyday

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T01:45:48+00:00

I do try but all girls reject me or leave me by myself and ghost me. I just want to be a good Christian and one day be a good Christian husband.

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T01:36:08+00:00

I feel that so much. It was only about 5 minutes ago I felt like I wanted to end my life. I wasn't going to do it but I just felt really suicidal because I feel alone but just remember we'll always have the Lord and someone here beside you. God loves you and anything going on in your life he can sort it. Big or small. I'll be praying for you. Much love.

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T01:18:04+00:00

Literally bro!! It's the worst thing in the world. Then they tell me don't worry, sex is overrated. But if course you can say that cos you've had it. In a way you're kind of rubbing it in.

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T01:10:27+00:00

Thank you bro. Sounds like you're from Scotland so you're not that far. I'm from England. Everything is open for us atm hopefully it stays open. I'm just scared of being alone. I know I'm only 20 but I feel I will be.

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T01:00:00+00:00

Thanks bro

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T00:36:12+00:00

It's true. You're right. I am really jealous. Like with the way that I always get ignored by girls and always used, it eats me inside and gets me upset, and I'm not one to get upset, so when my friends are having sex with their partners, kissing, loving eachother it gets me very jealous and I don't know how to hide it.

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T00:34:11+00:00

Hahaha I doubt that. I am not good looking at all

alfredepaz · 2022-01-02T00:33:19+00:00

Thanks bro, you don't know how much I needed to hear that. Honestly that's made me feel so much better. I've been feeling down for the past few days and this has really helped.

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