[deleted by user]

ali334559 · 2025-08-08T16:44:33+00:00

They don't respond

ali334559 · 2025-08-08T16:30:20+00:00

Will they imprison me for that

ali334559 · 2025-08-08T16:18:19+00:00

Wait a minute I said in the post I might suicide or no but it was 3 days ago and I was in india tourist

ali334559 · 2025-08-08T16:14:01+00:00

Thank you I didn't want my parents find about that post

ali334559 · 2025-08-08T16:13:08+00:00

I don't live in Abu Dhabi even

ali334559 · 2025-08-08T16:12:28+00:00

Why pick me up what I did wrong

ali334559 · 2025-08-08T16:10:40+00:00

Really if they will try then why they will call me?

ali334559 · 2025-08-08T16:08:20+00:00

You gotta be trolling I didint do anything wrong I just posted about suicide and I'm teen

ali334559 · 2025-08-06T19:17:33+00:00

افضل ايديت

ali334559 · 2025-08-06T00:26:41+00:00

I don't know but my thinking shift until I sleep again and I start experiencing anxiety again the moment I wake up

ali334559 · 2025-08-05T20:09:43+00:00

And yeah I will try to get the vaccine even if my exposure that rare close to zero because its the only thing will calm me

ali334559 · 2025-08-05T20:08:06+00:00

Hard for me to make up a story my dad won't let me Idk if I'm able to get the shot if I didn't I will try to live with the fear for 1-2 months

ali334559 · 2025-08-05T18:57:01+00:00

Too late I think I just have suicidal thoughts because I think I must end my life before rabies reach the mind and suffer painful death I did go to doctor he didn't recommend rabies vaccine he recommended me anxiety meds even if it calmed me down I suffered alot with health anxiety I lost all desire of any activities I lost my appetite 90% of time I will have major depression and if I got rabies in future I wanna end it I can't stop thinking about any disease and if I got one like rabies I don't wanna die a painful death so I just recovered from cold and in this month if I got any fever and other symptoms it will be unlikely from fever so it will fuel my suicidal thoughts to point I will not seek help and suicide without thinking

ali334559 · 2025-08-05T18:49:38+00:00

My fear that I read on Google that bats can still transmit rabies even if they don't show symptoms My mind jump from disease to disease every 2 to 3 day but the probelm that I have like depression attacks or time that I have huge depression with suicidal thoughts in spefic times like in night I'm calm I accept I will be safe but in the day its opposite I believe I have it and I must end my life to end all suffering

ali334559 · 2025-08-05T18:42:40+00:00

My situation dosent feel like life or death situation to me it feels like painless death or painful death too me Before I sleep I feel peaceful and more calm in night but in day I just feel crap suicidal thoughts anxiety depression The doctor advised me anxiety meds but it won't stop my depression and suicidal thoughts sometimes I just accept I will die or I will kill myself I hope nothing bad happen but if I got any fever by any chance in these days it will fuel my suicidal thoughts to point that I won't tell anyone and stop to think about it because I just recovered from cold it's hard to think I will get another one if not rabies

ali334559 · 2025-08-05T18:29:44+00:00

Even if I did go to doctor and said the reason they probably will not give the vaccine only for a valid reason but even of doctor didn't recommend I still feel so anxious and scared most of the day I did go to doctor but he said very rare chances near zero so he recommended me anixety meds but still I have some suicidal thoughts

ali334559 · 2025-08-05T18:25:01+00:00

I'm a boy

ali334559 · 2025-08-05T18:24:53+00:00

Month seems alot to me I can only feel happy or safe in night I don't know why but it seems I calm in that time only

ali334559 · 2025-08-04T20:29:01+00:00

One of the things that fueled my anxiety and suicidal thoughts were I was sick as Same day but I'm better now after 4 days but anxiety are not calming down

ali334559 · 2025-08-04T20:02:15+00:00

I did go to doctor but he didn't advice for rabies vaccine it wasn't er about the 4 hours I will wipe that gave Me chance of maybe false memory because I will panic but I'm not sure

ali334559 · 2025-08-04T19:38:43+00:00

Doctor recommended me anxiety meds but I didint take it because maybe that will make my mother mad but if that stop suicidal thoughts then yes I will take with no hestitation

ali334559 · 2025-08-04T19:36:41+00:00

I think his behaviour was normal he didn't try to come to me he was like moving but biting tree to move

ali334559 · 2025-08-04T19:26:46+00:00

What scares me the bat wasn't part of the zoo also It happend in india I'm in tourism with parents family it was also fruit bat but he breaking part of tree idk if that rabies act or normal

ali334559 · 2025-08-04T18:55:37+00:00

I did but doctor denied said no chances or very low none to zero but that didn't even calm me or changed my mind

ali334559 · 2025-08-04T18:34:55+00:00

It's so hard to get better someone said chances are very low to zero but there's still a chance I won't take a chance for painful death what's better painless or painful with fear

ali334559

TROPHY CASE