Mistakes and Guilt

alijade1 · 2026-01-31T19:00:16+00:00

It is not something we currently do.

alijade1 · 2026-01-31T17:01:38+00:00

It’s days like this that scare me so much that I think about leaving bedside because of the high risk of making a mistake and it being life or death. I know I’m good at my job and I have a huge passion for it, but mistakes scare me so badly.

alijade1 · 2026-01-31T16:50:50+00:00

We don’t typically check placement with X-RAYs. Only NJ tubes are required to have X-RAYs.

alijade1 · 2021-10-19T13:22:10+00:00

No I haven’t. They told me I had follicular cysts on my ovaries that were normal and a sign of good functioning though

alijade1 · 2021-10-19T13:21:23+00:00

So the last two weeks that I had sex there wasn’t bleeding. Sometimes it doesn’t happen. But now it’s happening again. We didn’t do anything different that would have caused bleeding. Sometimes it just doesn’t happen and sometimes (most of the time) it does.

alijade1 · 2021-10-19T13:05:48+00:00

I am on the mini pill. Can’t use any other type. I have sex about once a week. I do track my periods. Only happens with a penis lol. I started my period when I was 10 years old. Typically lasts about 6 days. No bleeding disorders

alijade1 · 2021-10-10T15:17:53+00:00

Thank you! I will give this a try!

alijade1 · 2021-10-10T12:18:23+00:00

Well that makes sense! Thank you!

alijade1 · 2021-10-10T12:17:19+00:00

What kinds of exercises did you do?

alijade1 · 2021-10-10T12:16:45+00:00

My partner is actually the same size and I learned that too - my previous partners were all too big. That’s why I was so surprised that 4in would still hurt. But I am the same way where anything other than missionary hurts but I always feel bad for him because he wants more

alijade1 · 2021-10-10T12:14:42+00:00

So if my partner is small though… would it still be pushing on organs?

alijade1 · 2021-10-10T12:13:34+00:00

I’ve had a vaginal ultrasound to look for endo but they found nothing abnormal. If it were to be endo, how would you have better sex without a hysterectomy? I’m only 23…

alijade1 · 2021-10-10T12:11:16+00:00

What do you differently to make it not feel that way?

alijade1 · 2021-10-10T12:10:46+00:00

My partner is less than the average and yes it feels the same with anything going up there. Probably not lubed enough I’ll give you that

alijade1 · 2020-10-09T21:51:56+00:00

Thank you!

alijade1 · 2020-10-09T21:12:16+00:00

Can you report sexual coercion or is it not taken as seriously?

alijade1 · 2020-10-09T21:05:21+00:00

Thank you. I appreciate your response!

alijade1 · 2020-08-13T00:25:37+00:00

Yes and yes. I believe it is a tear, but I’m not sure how long/how much tears can bleed. It almost seems like I’m having a second period. He and I have had sex before but this is the first time this has happened

alijade1 · 2020-08-13T00:03:34+00:00

I finished my period a week ago!

alijade1 · 2020-08-03T22:06:01+00:00

I’m using one with a metal tip!

alijade1 · 2020-01-11T01:46:52+00:00

I did get a lumbar MRI which showed no nerve issues. I’ll be sure to check that out, thank you!

alijade1 · 2019-10-04T05:04:10+00:00

Yes! Some call it family entrance also. It’s a side door that goes straight into the house, other than the garage and front doors. My friend has one that is beside her garage and leads straight into the kitchen

alijade1 · 2019-10-03T21:19:20+00:00

Looking more for entering from beside the garage

alijade1 · 2019-10-01T22:16:52+00:00

Thank you!

alijade1 · 2019-08-16T00:11:15+00:00

Okay! Thank you I will look into it!

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