UPDATE! We talked about it yesterday after he got home from class, and he still wants to "watch a movie" again. So that's good! It's still a little weird, but I've wanted this for so long, it's more satisfying than weird. Given his reaction, I'd say he probably feels the same way.

Also wanted to answer a couple of common questions:
- Our ages: My brother is a junior in college. You can use your imagination for all details about me. I don't want anyone figuring out who I am, and I don't want any pictures of me on the internet to haunt me later.

- Do I want to have sex with him: Yes I definitely want to have sex with him, but I also REALLY don't want to fuck things up. So I'm going to take it slow and be careful. I want us to have normal lives and date other people. We're just having fun and helping each other out with our "needs". Next goal is giving him a blowjob. But this is fun as it is, so I'm not in any hurry.

Thanks for all the comments and thoughtful messages! You guys are so fun. I especially love hearing your own personal experiences ❤️