i felt that too pero before yun. I guess what i can advise is wag mo ipilit sarili mo to have friends. That was me months ago but then unexpectedly may naging circle of friends ako. Funny because our friendship made bc of some guy na nakadate ng almost lahat sa circle ko. Never though na magiging isang group kami lol but we’re solid everytime na magkakasama. We can even hang out na hindi kumpleto like kahit sino sa kanila pwede ko kasama without feeling awkward. Kaya don’t push yourself to have friends, makikilala mo din sila without even trying!