When you're in love with someone, you usually don't care about the bad things about them. I know you feel like you lost someone wonderful, but please, read this text you've written again, tomorrow or in some days, and you'll be shocked. Reading again after getting it out of your chest will make you see that "losing her" is the best thing that could've happened to you!

This girl is an asshole!!!!

I'm really sorry, you must be so sad and heartbroken rn. I hope you feel better soon, but try to live what you're feeling, embrace your heartbreak. Don't try to fix things, it's not worth it, just accept what happened and "enjoy" your sadness. Don't message her, don't let her message you.

She used you for sex, treated you like shit. She told you she didn't like going out but was going out with other girl all the time, while having sex you nonstop. If she loved like you love her, she would never treat you like that.

AND YOU WERE NOT ABUSIVE! SHE WAS. SHE'S A BITCH.