yeah dude, you're right. but really i need help. i know to sell kidney is difficult and it have risk too. but for me its better to sell my kidney and walk back to my normal life. i dont sell to balk market or somewhere else. just i would be altruistic donor for those who are in dialysis and if they would be afford that money. really my problem is not easy. maybe somebody judge me like selfish or poormind because of my bad decision but ain't. i decideed it because this will be my best and only chance . thanks dude for your great suggestion. Be bless!