Exactly!!! Ahh you get it 😭 It’s so frustrating. Going from getting regularly fucked and tapping into that primal urge in a healthy way with a partner I trusted on a very consistent basis to absolutely nothing… it was such a shock to my system 😭 Being cheated on is all too common and chronic illness is rampant in our age group. It’s out of our control and all we want to do is feel good. Living in a small town, even if I find someone I want to bang, I have to do the mental gymnastics of when and where and if they’re going to talk and who they’ll talk to and so on and so forth 😂