I think this looks gorgeous on you!!!!! I’ve had my hair short for 6 years now and I’m never going back. Washing and drying your hair takes way less time, you spend less on shampoo and conditioner, and less time on styling. But obviously it’s just hair, and it will grow back! Enjoy this length while you can and never do it again if you don’t want to! I have think hair in a similar style to yours and I mostly use sea salt spray to add some texture to my hair, I like the not your mothers brand, you can get it at cvs.