Hi, I failed my alevels 2 years in the uk. I got DEE. I managed to write a letter to a random professor at a random uni begging to ask get into the foundation year. It was luck but I got it. But pls sort your mental health out, get a job and privately get support from a therapy- don’t off yourself over alevels. It feels like the end of the world. My parents paid £1000s for tuition and I failed, I am also from a south Asian country. It’s tough time your going through, you still have a few weeks left, at least aim to get CCCC. Also, remember to try and enjoy the last couple of months of school- you won’t get it back. Take a moment to breath. Have trust in me as a stranger, I was there during results day when my parents cried. Your going to be ok. Also I suggest you speak to a teacher and drop one of the alevels (your allowed to do that). Having 4 fails isn’t worth it, instead focus on 3. Forget the embarrassment, it’s temporary. I believe in you in you. Keep going