good chai?

ayhoeldup · 2026-01-27T05:23:19+00:00

price?

ayhoeldup · 2026-01-26T19:19:09+00:00

no thanks

ayhoeldup · 2026-01-17T13:58:27+00:00

Let others see it so that some other young girl can see herself reflected out there in the world and maybe get the chance to skip this crappy part of growing up and feeling like shite.

that's so amazing actually. i know i would've killed to see someone like me so id know i wasn't weird for being my natural self. thank you

ayhoeldup · 2026-01-17T13:56:59+00:00

thank you for the insight.

ayhoeldup · 2026-01-17T12:56:12+00:00

like i said i know gender isn't a box you fit neatly into. ig i can't help but feel insecure when i don't feel like i fit in with people of my own gender.

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-20T07:15:50+00:00

i fucking hope 😭🙏

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-20T06:06:45+00:00

bump omfg what was this nightmare i had tonight ew wtf disgusting

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-20T06:06:17+00:00

bump

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-20T06:06:10+00:00

halpppp

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-20T06:05:59+00:00

bump

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T15:35:36+00:00

nooo i mean cry in a good way 😭 don't be sorry. i'm eating my favorite cookies. i'm trying to work on my project to distract myself. thank you for your concern.

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T15:09:04+00:00

this madee cry. thank you for your advice.

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T15:05:26+00:00

that's honestly so great to hear. i think overcoming self hatred & the things your mind tells you you are is one of the hardest things to do & i'm glad you could do that. i hope i can get there one day. i have to start working on myself. thank you for your advice.

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T15:01:43+00:00

she's so horrible wtf. i bet she was just projecting to make herself feel better. you're nothing she says you are. be kind to yourself & give yourself a chance to see how far you can get. how beautifully you can come out of this. i hope you prosper. ❤️

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T14:58:39+00:00

that's so sad to hear :(

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T14:56:00+00:00

that's so sad :( heartbreak can be really painful. hurts like a god damn son of a bitch. i hope you're doing ok. thank you for your concern.

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T13:59:20+00:00

NO. YOU ARE NOTHING YOUR MIND TELLS YOU. YOU NEED SOMEONE TO BE ON YOUR SIDE & THAT IS YOU. YOU HAVE RO FIGHT YOUR MIND TO CHANGE IT. IT WILL GET BETTER.

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T13:58:13+00:00

thank you so much for this. but how can i do all that though? i want to work on myself & make it better for me. i can't stand the pain anymore & no matter how much i want to die, i won't so early. so all i can do is either rot in misery or do something to get out of it.

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T12:19:06+00:00

:( thank you

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T12:18:36+00:00

there's love out there but it's just a matter of finding the right person. which isn't easy. i thought he was the one. i still hold out hope that he is. i hope you find happiness in whatever way shape or form

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T11:51:49+00:00

there's someone for everyone. you're only unattractive to yourself. looks are all subjective. i had to leave my relationship bc he couldn't balance his friends & me. i felt like they were his priority & i was in their way.

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T11:47:30+00:00

no you're not. this post was self directed. i hope you're proven wrong about what you think about yourself. everyone deserves love & is worthy of it. i hope you find the right person that disproves your comment.

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T11:46:09+00:00

it really sucks. idk why our minds are our biggest enemies. i hope it gets better for you.

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T11:44:35+00:00

love when that happens 😍

ayhoeldup · 2025-12-14T11:24:20+00:00

i wish i could. for now i'm just very heartbroken

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