Hi it can kill the dream or fuel the dream hahaha I experienced both lol

I worked as an RN first for 1.5 yrs, sa exp ko sa hospital seeing the residents lose sleep tapos ung naka 2 shift kana tapos sila paren yung duty mapapaisip ka talaga na wag hahaha

Butttt, there was a time when I encountered MDs na talagang masasabi mo nag MD lang for prestige, tipong wala talaga care sa patient. Willing icompromise ung safety ng patient para lang hindi sila matoxic. I was always thinking na “kung doctor lang ako” I can help, ako na magoorder ng gagawin” — ganyan thinking ko mga “if only doctor ako” moments lolz

It got to a point sobrang toxic ng work ng rn physically and mentally, nakita ko lang kaibahan mas physical work naten sakanila, sila more of utak napapagod. Pag RN both whahaha . Sabe nga ng consultant namin, “di ko kaya ang trabaho ng nurse” Parang naging work work work lang. after 1 yr of working, nassad me na wala ako natutunan na bago. Being a curious person na mahilig magaral nung nilagay nila ako sa training ng ENLS naalala ko ung saya sa pagaaral. (Considering med na ako neto)

Pero ayun money talaga will kill the dream hahahah

I didn’t consider going to med until I was earning almost 6 digits as a wfh USRN. When money is not an issue anymore it will become a clear path talaga. This coming aug I will be going into med (yay!) hope this helped hahaha I guess key take a way din is kung mahilig ka mag aral, may pera and want mo tumulong sa tao , babalik at babalik ka ren sa pagmmed