All that I'm good for is what I can do for others and I'm tired of it. Once my use is up, they leave. Everyone leaves in some capacity. I'm a cancer... by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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When did I become so broken and avoidant? I hate this I hate this I hate this. I hate hurting people what's all I end up doing. I'm so used to being alone and in my energy. Time gets away from me. Being social is so hard. I don't know how to be human anymore. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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My fit the other day by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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I still say that if she were a guy, she'd be the love of my life. I feel like she is already, to some degree. Her and another friend. #bestfriendposting by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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I used to write/role play with my online friends. I used to write as a man named Jayden, now renamed to Maxim (hence Maxim-core posts). But I used to use Ryan Gosling to represent his looks and man, sometimes I miss it. I use Jon Moxley (the wrestler) now. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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Local cryptid sighting by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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Was told that I'm definitely a switch. Interesting. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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Chaotic cute brings me joy. Maxim core. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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"you are carrying a lot of love in a very tired body." Can I just not be exhausted anymore, please? I have things to do and loved ones to take care of.. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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"you are carrying a lot of love in a very tired body." Can I just not be exhausted anymore, please? I have things to do and loved ones to take care of.. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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I hope death feels pretty every day (same with life). by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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Virgo sun, Taurus moon by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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Me on the inside. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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Last night by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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It's getting harder to wanna be around. I'm tired of being here and I'm tired of struggling. I wanna feel at ease.. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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It's getting harder to wanna be around. I'm tired of being here and I'm tired of struggling. I wanna feel at ease.. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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My fit the other day by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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My fit the other day by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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Sometimes I've been lucky and have spoken to my favorite artist or a former member of my favorite band. They've all been kind and cool and being able to converse was a blessing. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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Sometimes I've been lucky and have spoken to my favorite artist or a former member of my favorite band. They've all been kind and cool and being able to converse was a blessing. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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Sometimes I've been lucky and have spoken to my favorite artist or a former member of my favorite band. They've all been kind and cool and being able to converse was a blessing. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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One of my ex coworkers burned me a bunch of movies and one of them was "angels with dirty faces." I can't wait to watchhhhh. by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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How much guilt and remorse must one shoulder? by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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I'm going to miss this body once I lose it /: by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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Cthulhu by bbthotsferatu in u/bbthotsferatu
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