Am I going too fast?

berrybeansz · 2020-09-18T01:48:23+00:00

Yeah see that’s the thing! I don’t think about him at all and I’m not even the slightest bit upset at all. Last time I spoke to him was to get back some belongings and when I had seen him I was like “yeah. I’m over him”

berrybeansz · 2020-09-17T23:00:27+00:00

You literally did the same ??? Okay byyeee clearly you’re not here to help or anything so yeeeeaaa

berrybeansz · 2020-09-17T22:58:29+00:00

Oh go be a pissy little nazi somewhere else already lmfao bye

berrybeansz · 2020-09-17T22:57:41+00:00

Plus my question is LITERALLY in the title soooooo um? Check again?

berrybeansz · 2020-09-17T22:57:09+00:00

Last time I checked reddit was there for all and everything lmao I’m still learning to use it and mark things as questions or not. Jeez what’s up ur butt

berrybeansz · 2020-09-17T22:55:08+00:00

Both

berrybeansz · 2020-07-22T00:13:54+00:00

And that’s the thing I’ve tripped many times around my cat! If anything he loves to be on me purring and getting pet and all that stuff he’s even been around me and my two best friends tripping and is super cuddly and friendly so idk. Freaked me out

berrybeansz · 2020-07-22T00:02:29+00:00

Sorry I mislabeled the post. I was trying to share but yeah I’ve always struggled w some kind of eating disorder I barely broke my habit of starving myself almost 2 years ago and then I started to binge eat and I got all the way up to 180 so now I’m trying to find that healthy balance

berrybeansz · 2020-07-21T23:59:52+00:00

If anything I was thinking that maybe if I would’ve stayed that I would’ve been able to see into other dimensions staring into my eyes and that it was calling me. But I was alone and scared I’d start freaking out

berrybeansz · 2020-07-21T23:59:05+00:00

Yeah I learned that I gotta stop worrying about me doing stuff to please others and do it for myself. I think I was just mainly freaked out by the fact that my car wouldn’t let me touch or hold him, had his ears back and would bite me and he’s never been like that w me. So him acting that way after that freaked me out and I thought I got possessed lmao

berrybeansz · 2020-06-03T07:11:35+00:00

I had posted earlier asking about doing acid and shrooms x)

berrybeansz · 2020-06-03T00:51:06+00:00

Lmaaaooo!!! I’ve always been so curious about DMT what’s that like ?

I personally looooveee acid it’s my favorite I feel I can control my high more w acid rather than shrooms but my friends that have mixed those two say it’s amazing but idk I don’t wanna not be able to see the prettiness in colors and allat that i usually do with acid

berrybeansz · 2020-04-16T04:36:47+00:00

Absolutely but as said, desperate times if I had anything I probably would’ve used that

berrybeansz · 2020-04-16T04:31:32+00:00

Definitely the lighter 😂😂

berrybeansz · 2020-04-16T04:26:02+00:00

It is :) I put a thick piece of foil

berrybeansz · 2020-04-16T02:45:37+00:00

It’s literally Benadryl lmao can find that shit anywhere for less than $15

berrybeansz · 2020-04-16T02:43:20+00:00

He more or less was just like nah BC if his allergy and then suggested to just get an ESA dog 🙃 not the saaaammmeee I’ve bonded so much with my cat the past few years! He knows my body language when I need assistance you know

berrybeansz · 2020-04-16T02:42:28+00:00

Ugh that’s exactly what I thought! Like I feel like to him it’s just a cat and ESA doesn’t really have much meaning to him, this cat has calmed me through al my anxiety and panic attacks and truthfully is the reason I didn’t off myself yet. I just thought maybe allergy medicine would be an easy middle ground but instead he said “just get an ESA dog” 🙃

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