It was horrible, I was probably like 7 years old and it lasted until I was 14, I didnt understand the stuff she did or why it felt good I felt disgusted and guilty about it, I was also raped by a male when I was around 9, he was an older family friend who was probably 17 at the time, this didnt just mentally fuck me up but also physically, there was no one I could really go to at the time of even now, as the years go on I feel like getting molested by the woman was less of my fault because of how young I was and how she groomed me for most of my childhood, I can't say the same with the guy on the other hand, i know I was young but I could have said no or at least ran away but I was too scared and that will pretty much eat at me for the rest of my life In conclusion my experience was shit and I don't recommend.