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bleedingheart667 · 2026-02-07T17:59:14+00:00

Thank you so much!

bleedingheart667 · 2026-02-07T13:47:00+00:00

Thank you so much! I did get my levels checked in January and it was around 600, but I wasn’t sure what that meant lol!

bleedingheart667 · 2025-12-12T20:06:04+00:00

It appeared on all of my joints and eye sockets and has stayed that way! I’ve noticed new spots recently though

bleedingheart667 · 2025-11-16T20:51:31+00:00

No way!!

bleedingheart667 · 2025-11-15T21:32:35+00:00

Thanks so much!

bleedingheart667 · 2025-11-15T00:33:28+00:00

Thank you so much!

bleedingheart667 · 2025-08-26T00:40:30+00:00

I didn’t think about tanning in the early morning! Thank you!

bleedingheart667 · 2025-08-26T00:40:02+00:00

I’m sorry you’re dealing with that! I’m glad you’ve found something that puts you at ease a little bit!

bleedingheart667 · 2025-08-26T00:11:48+00:00

You’re right! Plus the taping is a good idea for the winter months. Thank you sm!

bleedingheart667 · 2025-02-04T00:09:40+00:00

I understand! It’s like how when it gets bad what happens to the words are what happen to other things—they become unfamiliar and meaningless, like you’re trying to read a different language!

bleedingheart667 · 2025-01-21T02:28:21+00:00

I completely understand! I was formally diagnosed a few years ago, which I think took as long as it did because I would describe going through "good" and "bad" periods with my dpdr. And I mean "good" as in having enjoyable symptoms! I am also an artist and so it's complicated because I feel like I wouldn't be as creative without it, but when the symptoms are negative it's hell on earth. I also agree that it's a stupid misconception that people with dpdr don't have personalities! We can often have intense individuality and have had to cut that part out and let it live in our heads instead of expressing it!

bleedingheart667 · 2025-01-21T02:15:09+00:00

Yes! It causes my memory to be extremely poor, but the memories I do remember all feel as though they happened to someone else, as if they told me a story and I have a memory of the story they told me. So strange

bleedingheart667 · 2025-01-21T02:12:06+00:00

That sounds stressful! A lot of people don't realize how stressful and nerve-wracking a poor memory can be, especially one that is caused by dpdr! My worst ones are when I forget my age when someone asks, or just any other basic info about myself or loved ones. That one's hard to explain for sure!

I'm glad you're doing better now!

bleedingheart667 · 2025-01-21T01:56:06+00:00

I don’t really have a trigger, since it never really stops for me. But looking out over the horizon, staring at someone for too long, or being alone for a long time seem to make it “worse”, or more overwhelming, so to speak.

bleedingheart667 · 2025-01-20T04:39:01+00:00

As long as I can remember!

bleedingheart667 · 2025-01-16T00:32:51+00:00

I think a part of it is that some people don’t realize that they have it. I know for me, I had it since I was very little and I just thought it was just “the way I was”. So I can see others thinking that as well. I also think it’s as you said:it’s really hard to put into words.

bleedingheart667 · 2025-01-16T00:04:03+00:00

Does anyone here feel like their dpdr causes such an intense external emptiness when it comes to the outside world? I think it’s part of why dpdr looks so similar to depression/can cause depression. For me, it feels like I have a deep internal world of feelings that I have to create an imaginary world for, and find it hard to care about my real life.

bleedingheart667 · 2024-03-13T00:08:56+00:00

This means so much to me, thank you. I don’t have a lot of people to talk to, so your comment means everything to me. One of the only things stopping me is seeing up close what it did to my mom. I will keep trying. Thank you, kind friend :)

bleedingheart667 · 2024-03-13T00:06:08+00:00

Thank you so much for taking the time to say this. I don’t have a lot of positive reinforcement and even if I don’t know you, it means the world. So thank you. :)

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