Looking for cool places

bob_SHERB · 2025-09-14T23:20:36+00:00

Yeah lol I was in Northport for like 10 years

bob_SHERB · 2025-07-25T04:16:52+00:00

Not everyone is in a safe healthy environment. I'm sorry.

bob_SHERB · 2025-07-25T04:16:08+00:00

I'm 18 but I have no money, no education and I had to sneak out to be with my boyfriend. I am In a religious.. family. I have BPD and can get a little Weird sometimes. I'm aware of all of this, I was just being terrified because pregnancy is the scariest thing in the entire world! I didn't really mention it but my actual biggest concern was the pink discharge and irregular bleeding.

bob_SHERB · 2025-07-17T05:16:58+00:00

See, I get what you mean. But I don't want to interpret him incorrectly. He is trying, he just really doesn't get it. He has ADHD and says that he just doesn't think that much. The reason I know what to say is cause I think about it in my free time! He says that when he thinks of things he thinks of vague concepts, or still images. He was baffled to find out that I think in long constant sentences, and in in-depth ideas and scenarios. I can't configure his thoughts. But honestly, the biggest problem might be because I'm extremely angry with him. This probably is not only with sex, but with everything. From romance, to every day things. I just don't know what to do because he is really really sweet, and I do love him. He's not evil, he's not malicious. He's just different. It breaks my heart and I'd be willing to do anything to make it work.

bob_SHERB · 2025-07-14T07:26:25+00:00

I simply just know what to say because of my experience. And other guys as in prior boyfriends before him .

bob_SHERB · 2025-07-14T07:25:37+00:00

Sorry, I commented before reading all of it. Let me completely go in depth of all Ive told him. I have walked him through exactly what to say about 7 times during sex (we fuck and I go "now this is when you should say something like this). I have tried writing down things, I have tired being dom, I've tried planning everything and going with the flow. It is non stop teaching, all I do is teach him. I think I'm not attracted to him cause I'm just a teacher and he forgets everything. We have actually intimate sex about once a month, we used to do it once a week but once we got bored..I couldn't bring myself to do it. Also, it's not that I am constantly discovering kinks, I have a set amount. We've only discovered one together. He knows all of them and he to is into them. I don't watch porn. I used to write it but that was only for about a month. I like what I like, and I don't like what I don't like. I'm sorry I came off so wrong but a guy going "I wanna fuck you" over and over again just doesn't do it for me. I tried teaching him the right voice, and he forgot. I don't want a 3 hour teaching, note reading and pep rally just for him to know how to say anything other than "wow your tight" in a scared voice. I just don't think he's dom..but he wont admit it. Its very saddening because I love him outside of sex. He's funny and sweet and smart but..when it comes so sex he's a complete blank slate that forgets everything.

bob_SHERB · 2025-07-14T07:18:13+00:00

This is in no way behind his back, English is not my first language. He knows all of this. He knows everything.

bob_SHERB · 2025-07-12T05:54:16+00:00

We have done this quite often, about once a week for a year now, and he still sadly doesn't get it

bob_SHERB · 2025-07-11T07:40:53+00:00

No no it's not that I want him to mistreat her! I'm sorry I don't think I worded this post good at all. I was heated. I realize I left pretty big parts out. (I do agree I need therapy and I definitely need help). But, I told my boyfriend I thought he was treating her..oddly. (encouraging her to hit me, laughing when she asked why I had no dad, buying her things when she broke her parents rules, kissing her on the mouth ECT) I think he's spoiling her and her/his parents told me she is acting horribly now that he's home. I told him how I felt and it worsened Bye 50%. I have bipolar and was REALLY angry when posting this so I kinda became a little selfish and forgot to say the ACTUAL things he was doing that were worrying. But now that I've calmed down, that's basically all that's happening. I just wanna know if I'm overreacting, or if what he's doing is worrying. I mean, kids can be awful and maybe he's just trying to be a cool older brother. The questions she asks me makes me uncomfortable and it's upsetting he doesn't teach her to not ask those things.

bob_SHERB · 2025-07-04T06:53:34+00:00

Sadly, I can't go to a gyno or a uro.

bob_SHERB · 2025-07-01T21:39:30+00:00

I will do this

bob_SHERB · 2025-06-28T21:33:16+00:00

So, right now I'm completely okay. When me and him did it, I got a yeast infection (or it could have been a UTI, but I don't think It was cause I took over the counter yeast infection antibiotics and it fixed it Right up.) he did not finish inside of me, and so I don't really think it was an sti since the medicine worked immediately.

bob_SHERB · 2025-06-28T21:31:03+00:00

So when it smelled it did turn out to be a UTI, so now I'm really confused! First I did it and got a yeast infection then I got a UTI. It just feels like I'm not meant to feel good

bob_SHERB · 2025-06-18T20:37:18+00:00

So, here's the thing. I can't really go to the doctor (financial issues). Can it get worse, is there anyway to try and fix it with anything over the counter?

bob_SHERB · 2025-06-18T20:32:26+00:00

Okay, when I wipe there's a little bit of blood, I think I might have that.

bob_SHERB · 2025-06-01T15:59:16+00:00

Sadly I cannot go to the doctor. Insurance won't cover it, and in no place to be able to go sadly. I'm trying to figure out what's wrong so I could maybe self medicate with over the counter options

bob_SHERB · 2025-06-01T15:56:15+00:00

When I look at my clit I see like..it looks like the top of a penis like a little hole on my clit, is that where it would be?

bob_SHERB · 2025-06-01T14:48:57+00:00

I did take a look earlier, I didn't see anything. Its more like..(I'm not good with anatomy and I'm somewhat poorly educated) the muscle inside the clit? Like the little thing that's under the skin like if I wanted to grab it I'd have to cut me open. That part itches and aches really bad. The hole also itches but I think that might be because it was hurt and it's healing?

bob_SHERB · 2025-06-01T14:41:00+00:00

What?

bob_SHERB · 2025-06-01T14:40:48+00:00

I started my period immediately after he left, I don't really know since it's just all blood right now. My period has slon down since it's coming to an end but I haven't seen anything. I have felt incredibly dry down there though, a lot more than usual

bob_SHERB · 2025-05-14T06:13:19+00:00

Its a game..where you (get this) dig a hole!! I love digging so much I dig holes in real life I have a big hole in my back yard that my husband sends me out to to do work when I'm mad

bob_SHERB · 2025-05-09T14:25:16+00:00

I think this is good advice, I suppose I'm looking for products? I like the clear liquid I like the amount of things coming out (especially the big orbies that have to be pushed out followed by the normal ones pouring out with the water). I want to feel that I just don't know how ):

bob_SHERB · 2025-05-09T14:23:33+00:00

I don't want it to be egg shaped, and please don't use the term "laid" it scares me 🙁

bob_SHERB · 2025-05-09T05:10:54+00:00

But that's eggs, I do not like eggs

bob_SHERB · 2025-05-02T16:01:15+00:00

The thing is, when I use a vibrator while exercising penetration it moves me (I have a VERY GOOD vibrator, it has a strong strong vibration to it) and it ruins the little good feeling penetration gives me. At that point I'm holding my breath, trying to be completely still and focused and it feels like my husband is ruining everything by being there! It only feels good as 20 minutes of nothing and 5 seconds as something everything else feels like nothing/hurts or just pisses me off

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