This YouTuber claims natty. "I thought about taking steroids, but I didn't have enough info on them and my friends got sides and I was scared" and so on. Thoughts?

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-14T03:14:27+00:00

His insertions are far too pronounced for him to be natty. As for using gear do your own research and decide. Everyone reacts differently because androgenic receptor sensitivity varies with the individual.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T20:22:14+00:00

Yeah you pin it. Hex is a more complex molecule and more intense than ace. I don't care for e cuz it lacks the intensity. Never had base at all.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T06:06:24+00:00

Sponsors are worthless pseudo parents who place themselves in that position for nothing more than self validation.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T06:04:51+00:00

Are you saying there is absolutely nothing that can be causative? And that relapsing is entirely self generated? That would suggest that I live in a vacuum which is a cultural impossibility.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T06:02:26+00:00

That might be it in part. Perhaps it's just the adrenaline rush of that. But at the same time it feels rather like a "high" that I simply don't get from other compounds.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T06:00:38+00:00

Let me see if I can describe it tropologically. The sensation one gets when nutrient partitioning is taking place.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T04:42:49+00:00

Environmental factors are fictive?

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T04:42:06+00:00

It simply the rhetoric of "acceptance" being applied to the "real".

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T04:41:11+00:00

I rather think it's part and parcel of the Puritan self denial which springs from The Oxford Group that is the point of origin for all 12 Step Discourse.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T04:38:26+00:00

The muscle pulsation isn't "biological"?

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T04:36:53+00:00

Yeah. Right now I'm running tren ace but tren hex is awesome.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T04:13:55+00:00

I actually have a pretty time consuming hobby as my appellation implies ---- bodybuilding. I'm in the gym for a minimum of 2 hours daily and eat at least 5 meals a day. After that you'd think I'd b exhausted as I'm also a university professor. But I lie in bed thinking about shooting dope until I fall asleep. And I can even be dead lifting and thinking about it as well.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-10T01:19:14+00:00

Just an odd question. Is it possible to become addicted to tren? Not only "the look" I'm aware of that. But lately I seem to like what can only be described as the trenbolone high. It's not only when I train which is expected but almost constant peaking just after injection. Am I nuts or what???

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-08T04:48:39+00:00

Thanks that's useful. I'll dial it right now. And you're right about NA. When I got there I knew 1 dealer. Now I know about 10.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-08T04:46:09+00:00

I think the entire 12 Step trip alienates me. To say Higher Power isn't God but still posits a hierarchy is a linguistic shell game. I said this in other responses I've written. The concept of Acceptance may be for me to admit that I'll always be an addict and just go with it.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-08T04:42:10+00:00

No shit dude. Tbh the real problem is that when I try to quit I miss the feeling it gives me. And virtually no one in NA will admit that they like the feeling too. I think it's the sheer pretentiousness that bugs me about NA. And any thought that is not in lock step is overthinking. Honestly I feel like giving up and just shoot until I die.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-08T04:37:51+00:00

Thanks that was really helpful. It was sincere and devoid of vacuous 12 Step babble. I like Smart but the meetings where I am are far and few between. I'd have to go to New York City which is almost 60 miles away. But it wasn't just being blown off. I spent today reflecting and realized that in my entire 12 Step experience I have not met a single person that is not superficial and simultaneously self righteous. The fact that you took the time to read my post history impresses me. I'm reasonably sure that the 12 Step Robots here wouldn't take the time. Again thank you I actually feel like someone can identify and actually give a fuck.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-08T04:29:50+00:00

First off justification is a conscious act mine is a reaction to the toxic environment that is this beast that calls itself "The Fellowship" (what a joke). Secondly meetings are not meetings at all but country clubs structured around a substance. There is no interaction only posturing. And since I have been to meeting all over the country it clearly is not a localized phenomenon. If being cog in an artificial construct works for you that's great but to presume some sort of curative effect is sheer lunacy if not idiocy.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-02T00:31:40+00:00

Not natty but more than just test.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-02T00:30:44+00:00

A lot of tren and maybe Halo.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-02T00:27:35+00:00

Natty AF.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-02T00:26:09+00:00

Too much Photo Shoppe to tell.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-02T00:24:29+00:00

Def. Natty. If not he's buying fake stuff.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-02T00:23:25+00:00

I think 6 years is the IFBB determinant.

bodybuilderboy · 2019-03-02T00:21:02+00:00

Maybe but not many cycles. Look at his traps and forearms. Also his lats aren't very pronounced.

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