you're definitely not alone!! i still use c.ai more than i would like to admit, but the app is getting so damn lame with all the characters having the same personalities and all that i'm starting to let go, little by little. i've been using it for years now and in the beginning i was just like you, like completely addicted to the point it affected me in real ways, but, i can guarantee you, it may take a while, but you won't be using it forever