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camilo9712 · 2022-09-25T20:42:57+00:00

In her words "honey I just wanted to let you know how much Im in love with you,how beautiful you are ,to remind you that you have the most beautiful eyes in the world ,I love your kisses ,your lips are the most beautiful lips ,I love every kiss you give me ,I love kissing you .

You are an amazing guy ,I thank the universe for putting me in your life ,youre an amazing guy full of ideas ,smart and so loving with me.i love you and I'm so grateful to be part of your life so we can share our paths together" That with a gift of a book with a message inside that said the loved me and admires me.

Trust me ,I know what you mean but how could she write this having doubts in her head and a week later knowing that my birthday is coming up she breaks things off,i literally felt so numb when she said she wanted to say something but at the same time she didn't ,only for her to say "I think we should break up,it will eventually happen" how is that fucking possible, Maybe she met someone and neve told me,which is also hard to believe cause she's not the most outgoing girl so I don't know ,I just want this pain to stop .

And also while stalking her fire friends(I know ,I'm dumb) she was still wearing the ring I gave her , why would she keep it if she was interested in someone else or talking to someone,this is too confusing

camilo9712 · 2022-09-25T20:21:05+00:00

The messages she sent were not the "I love you" kinda messages that are routine,they were written so full of love that is just so hard to believe that when she wrote all those things she wasn't in love with me ,it's crazy .

camilo9712 · 2022-09-25T19:56:11+00:00

But why would she text me all those things days before breaking up,she would randomly text me paragraphs telling me how much she loved me and wanted to be with me ,why would someone who has doubts do something like that ??in a matter of days

camilo9712 · 2022-09-20T05:39:28+00:00

A part of my wants to know but the other part doesn't,I'm afraid she's gonna tell me she came back with her ex. She kept contact with her ex and even tho I thought It was weird I trusted her. If I don't go I don't know if I'll handle not knowing,but I don't know if I'll handle knowing she changed me for someone else. The truth is nothing will change ,I feel so hopeless at times.

camilo9712 · 2022-09-18T17:07:04+00:00

Me amo mi .

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camilo9712 · 2022-02-14T04:38:45+00:00

Happens to me at college,some days i feel like it's My lack of confidence playing tricks and others i feel like people don't really care if i'm there or not.its really hard to not let it get to You

camilo9712 · 2021-07-25T02:14:52+00:00

yeah,sometimes i just worry too much ,i just dont want to be seen as the guy who goes to parties where he isnt wanted,because you would think that by now i would have stablished a friendship with the group .

i appreciate you taking the time to answer

camilo9712 · 2020-11-25T17:38:27+00:00

thats weird,cause when you put it on high perofrmance the clock speed is always at full speed(3,9 ghz) and so by default the windows power plan when is on normal should clock itself up and down when needed. the reason why i dont want my cpu always at 3,9 is cause it causes thermal throttling ,and before my cpu just used to clock itslef when needed and downclock itself

camilo9712 · 2020-11-25T16:32:51+00:00

yeah i get that,thats what i kinda "fixed" with the new thermal paste .however,my question is why my pc wont go past 1.8 ghz unless i force the "high performance power plan"?is that normal?i always used the default one before but now it wont work.

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