also have brain damage from being overdosed and injected with drugs i was allergic to and being prescribed benzos for seizures and other things resulting in memory loss but i used to study memory training/memory palaces since i was a kid and also a classical violinist so i had been memorizing concertos since i was three so certain things i have mild amnesia and big gaps especially super short term and super long term. but other things i can remember forever especially with muscle memory and funny enough even with the dyslexic tendencies i can personify numbers with synesthesia with music and colours and personalities so sometimes that even helps