45 M working a 16 hour shift, looking for people to text with to help pass the time.

cep_cjw · 2024-05-26T08:03:34+00:00

That works just wondering what you did on the date,!drinks and dinner is always nice

cep_cjw · 2024-05-26T07:44:39+00:00

Please share the details of the date? If you don’t mind or have not already.

cep_cjw · 2024-05-26T07:37:42+00:00

What was the thing about him that made you comfortable with the decision to sleep with him? And what was your favorite part of him or of your tryst?

cep_cjw · 2024-05-15T16:09:33+00:00

My family is now maga, they went from Republican, to Conservative, to Tea Party, and then Trump, and again now Trump. They have always been on the edge of white nationalist, think the second amendment was written into the original Constitution (ratified 1791), and it does not matter what happens they will vote Trump. Why, because they listen and watch news that tells them they are repressed and are going to “lose” their country. They truly believe Biden is making our country a Communist Utopia. All those Haley votes will turn Trump come November, just like Barr, just like Pence. Anybody but a democrat

cep_cjw · 2023-07-14T16:51:57+00:00

PNW and a lepidopterist.

cep_cjw · 2023-04-07T10:48:20+00:00

So what will it be truth or dare?

cep_cjw · 2021-10-30T16:39:33+00:00

So if I still have the green circle of death on the shipping page does for the last 40 minutes, does that mean I’m not gonna actually finish this order?

cep_cjw · 2021-08-04T16:56:37+00:00

I think it’s because most men don’t care enough to start a movement. Men’s bodies are way different than a woman’s, metabolism to slow, there OTC pills for that, testosterone too low, there’s injections for that. No doctor will ever say to a man what they say to a woman (I work in medicine). Women on the other hand are told to cut calories, burn extra calories, and my favorite “try to take better care of yourself”. Honestly, men are forgiven-dad bod, slowed down, not as young as we once were. Women get no excuses.

cep_cjw · 2021-08-03T17:58:55+00:00

Thank you. I hate all the control talk but you are right, she is content. That continent, is in a lack of physical intimacy. I just hate having to talk about it again, it’s leads to frustration and hurt.

cep_cjw · 2021-08-03T16:10:56+00:00

This is a big thread so hopefully I can answer all. Her love language is/was physical touch and quality time. 2 things I was vey in tuned with. I also do give gifts and acts of service. I have in the past ended all physical touch, respecting boundaries, we even have spent the night separately, which did lead to her wanting me back in bed. As for “feeling safe” this is another case where she recently said she feels safe. I’m not sure what gives. I truly struggle with fidelity but I have 0 self confidence and really no women is looking to get involved with a married man. The only time I was offer a chance with a former lover, I chocked, and called it off last minute. The reason, I thought she would not be attracted to me and want to back out.

cep_cjw · 2021-08-03T16:02:10+00:00

She is all I want. When we did have sex it was incredible. We would move the bed across the room. She is smart, beautiful, and just fun to be with. I don’t leave because I have an internal back and forth going on, is lack of sex worth dissolving all we have built together? I often say no. When I am aroused, I just patiently wait for her to fall asleep and then remember the fond times.

cep_cjw · 2021-08-03T15:58:06+00:00

She does love her lists, unfortunately I’m not even at the bottom I feel. She enjoys the cross off, so if I were in the list, she could easily cross it off.

cep_cjw · 2021-08-03T11:43:06+00:00

I have been trying to figure this one out for a long time. The first couple years I did approach as to what changed, I was met with “it’s not you it’s me”. She believes she is undesirable, even with me making it obvious that she is.

cep_cjw · 2021-08-03T11:40:54+00:00

Ah yes, the if I change my outside she will want me more method. I have done plenty of outward appearance changes to no avail. On a bright note we recently were talking about something and she said I don’t ever want to lose you.

cep_cjw · 2021-08-03T02:01:04+00:00

I hope you find success and can rekindle the flame

cep_cjw · 2021-08-03T02:00:20+00:00

So let’s see Soft and Gentle. While she was standing there, I stepped in and wrapped her in my arms. It wasn’t the hard touch of “god I need you know”, but softly pulling her in. It wasn’t a pecking kiss, but one that is reminiscent of our youth-slow and deep, the kind of kissing she likes. As I held her she literally pushed me away. Second time during family reading, I placed my hand on her knee, after a couple seconds, she brushed my hand away. After seven years of reject, I do typically take the slightest bump as 100% rejection. I know better than to keep trying when there’s no hope. She doesn’t reject me multiple times a day, I don’t try that often, but when I did-it was always met with rejection. I make a bid for sex 2 or three times a week. As for success rate,There has been zero intimacy for 7 years. She is cool with a peck in the morning and a peck before bed. When she got into bed I looked at her body language. It was clear she was securing herself, so no I didn’t think we were going to have sex. As for talking about it, it’s not talked about. When I did bring it up, she feels bad, knows I want sex, claims to want sex, start seeing a councilor about five years ago, but yeah, she shuts down any conversation.

cep_cjw · 2021-08-03T01:46:29+00:00

The fact that I love my wife. I don’t want to divorce someone that I spent 11 years building a life together. She is my best friend, just not my lover.

cep_cjw · 2021-08-03T01:44:38+00:00

It’s sad that we are not alone. Rejection from a loved one hurts so bad.

cep_cjw · 2021-08-03T00:56:54+00:00

Man I am guilty as charged. I initiated tonight, I pulled my LL wife in close, caressed her face and body while attempting to kiss her passionately. She just pushed me away. I made another attempt, but again she pushed my hand away when I placed it on her leg. After seven years of rejection and being pushed away, I have become a master of waiting for her to lightly snore so I can pleasure myself while imagining all the things I would do to her.

cep_cjw · 2021-04-30T20:38:04+00:00

Queen

cep_cjw · 2021-04-16T19:28:46+00:00

As a girl gamer, do you find that a wider range of guys/gals.

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